to all the people who told me that being skinny wouldn't make me happy, fuck you. I'm the happiest I've been in so many years bc I feel good in my own skin and i like what j see in the mirror, and yes, it's bc i lost sm weight
I want to be light enough he can pick me up with no effort, I want him to be surprised at how easy it is
This is the fucking reason for my disorder
- You support recovery.
- You support those in recovery.
- You support seeking help.
- You want people to seek help.
- You think everyone is beautiful, regardless of their weight.
- Even if you yourself, aren’t seeking help or are in recovery, want others too.
if youre ACTUALLY disordered, then why dont you look like it already ?
I feel like people should understand that not every person with an ed is always underweight or even at a normal weight. People with ed's are all shapes and sizes and still suffering
Why eat something you won’t be able to track/log? Why eat something if you don’t know how many calories are in it? One of my rules- don’t eat it if you don’t know the cals, and can’t track it.
I’ve been feeling really discouraged lately. But when I stepped on the scale today, I was at 129lbs. I have no idea how I managed to lose 8lbs since the first, and it feels fake. I’m terrified of gaining that back or seeing the number go up. I need to go shopping for low cal foods, but I’m so tired. No will or want to get out of bed
Witchy spø for children of the moon and stars 🌙✨
4na tip: have fiber and big glass of water before your biggest meal of the day, it can really help with your appetite and help you feel full for longer. the best fiber is the drink mix powder and it’s really cheap (but this trick works with any kind of fiber, even the kind in fiber heavy fruits like raspberries)