Light-as-lavender - Rain

The way i went for coffee and dinner with my bf to the café i used to work at, and my previous manager saw me and was very concerned about my weightloss

on one hand- hell yeah, it means that even if I can't see the change, there IS change

on the other hand- i really hate getting attention for my weightloss, i don't like comments about my body, i DON'T wanna be perceived lol

also- it's so funny because a girl i worked there with saw me a couple of weeks ago and really complimented me on the weight loss, so it's just so funny how different people( especially men vs. women) react to my weight.

Hello flowers!! 💐

Apologies for how long it’s been. I was on the road to recovery, and trying hard to beat this. I did not win. But it’s okay! I’ve had a lot going on as well and I apologize. I was told some misinformation was spreading around, and I am alive and well! I have not passed on 🫶🏻 I’ll try to be around and post more. Stay healthy loves 🌸

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ "every meal you skip today guarantees the scale to lower tomorrow" ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*  *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

Some motivation:

You know that the progress isn’t obvious at first. You know that. BUTTT

the longer you keep going, the more noticeable it will be.

I came back to ana the beginning of March. In one month i was down 18lbs.

Imagine what I’ll look like next month.

Imagine what YOU will look like next month.

You can do it.

Just ate lunch (292cal) and I didn’t eat that much and I’m actually so stuffed I feel like I’m gonna puke. Yk what that means?? My stomachs finally shrinking ! 🤩🤩🤩

Why eat something you won’t be able to track/log? Why eat something if you don’t know how many calories are in it? One of my rules- don’t eat it if you don’t know the cals, and can’t track it.

Hello Flowers 💐💜

This is just a little about me! I’m 20 years old, turning 21 in June! I love all music, weed, and cuddling up to play animal crossing. I’ve recovered and relapsed off and on since I was 15. I just can’t seem to fully shake how much I love this mindset. Now don’t get me wrong, I am absolutely Pro recovery! I want everyone to get better, and love themselves, but I also understand the position we’re in. I’m here for you if you need anything! Please don’t hesitate to message me 💜

MDNI please!!! This is a safe space, however, no kid should be on a diet. Be young, be free, be proud💜

💐My stats are below!💐

Cal limit- 647

Gym- 3x a week

Walk/Run & quiet exercise 3x a week

5ft 3

HW: 165

CW: 138

UGW: 110 or 115, I’m undecided

💜My end of the month weight goals!

🔒April-130

🔒May-122

🔒June-115

🔒July-110

via

Here's to the people who weren't abused by their parents, but whose parents sucked anyways. Here's to people whose parents fucked up raising you out of ignorance and not malice. Here's to the kids whose parents didn't know what to do with you so they did nothing at all. Here's to people whose parents are getting better and growing as people but still hurt you. Here's to every mean comment that wouldn't have been so bad if it hadn't come from your mom; here's to awkward family dinners because you're all trying to forget;

here's to you, survivor of a thousand 'not as bad as it could have been' hurts. I see you. You aren't alone.

the realization this brought me made me cry actual tears.. [not mine]