Instead Of Eating Become A Weapon

when i realize this isn’t just a quirky silly little eating disorder, it actually affects me and takes a toll on me constantly 😍🤩☹️.

my mind is upon the mountains

*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧ "every meal you skip today guarantees the scale to lower tomorrow" ✧･ﾟ: *✧･ﾟ:*  *:･ﾟ✧*:･ﾟ✧

I feel like my scale isn’t accurate enough. I know I’m heavier than that. Every time I weigh at the drs I’m heavier. How will I know if I’m ever actually at my ugw? I fucking hate it

DON’T MAKE COMMENTS ON CHILDREN’S WEIGHT

This is the fucking reason for my disorder

Babe, it's not real. That's not real hunger, you know. You're just craving another blood sugar spike. Why give in to that? Just ride it out and you'll see how perfect your body is without you feeding it junk.

I like to think of losing weight as payday. I’m on track to losing about 2lbs a week. So, once this weeks over, I’m praying I’ll lose at least 2lbs. So just keep ⭐️ving until Friday. Then, down 2lbs. Then repeat. Working for it and seeing the results of your hard work. Calories are money, and end of week is payday. The more cals I don’t eat, the more “money” I have. Then I feel skinny and rich. It’s all about mindset, find the way that works for you💜

I’ve been feeling really discouraged lately. But when I stepped on the scale today, I was at 129lbs. I have no idea how I managed to lose 8lbs since the first, and it feels fake. I’m terrified of gaining that back or seeing the number go up. I need to go shopping for low cal foods, but I’m so tired. No will or want to get out of bed