I Need To Drop Weight Or Drop Dead

I know her tumblr would be fire

when i realize this isn’t just a quirky silly little eating disorder, it actually affects me and takes a toll on me constantly 😍🤩☹️.

This months choices are next months body

Some motivation:

You know that the progress isn’t obvious at first. You know that. BUTTT

the longer you keep going, the more noticeable it will be.

I came back to ana the beginning of March. In one month i was down 18lbs.

Imagine what I’ll look like next month.

Imagine what YOU will look like next month.

You can do it.

Why eat something you won’t be able to track/log? Why eat something if you don’t know how many calories are in it? One of my rules- don’t eat it if you don’t know the cals, and can’t track it.

I want them to be fucking worried. I want my clothes to be falling off my body. I want them to be concerned. I want him to be able to pick me up and notice how easy it was, and spin me around. Weightless.