"I Cannot Make You Understand. I Cannot Make Anyone Understand What Is Happening Inside Of Me. I Cannot

Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye You were bigger than the whole sky You were more than just a short time And I've got a lot to pine about I've got a lot to live without I'm never gonna meet What could've been, would've been What should've been you What could've been, would've been you-

Taylor Swift

Realising I spent a whole year of my life being sad, makes me sadder than I ever was. And that brings me right back to where I started.

if it still makes you cry,

it still matters

-parth

How to stop feeling like I'm not meant for this world

quotes

-We were too young and immature to give up, you idiot.-

One last letter to my dad.

Dear dad,

I'm really struggling with life right now, even tho everyone thinks i'm doing better. I mean, I quit hurting myself and I don't think about dying as much as I used to. But I realised for the first time in 5 years you're not coming back, you're gone, death. I was 11 when you died and in two months i'll be 16, my brother will be 18 next year, can you believe it. We both have grown a lot and we would be taller than you by now. we've learned a lot in school, in life... And life went on, you were gone for a year, I just blinked and suddenly 5 years went by. And for the first time since you passed, I lost the feeling of hope? I hoped that you would come back, that everything was just a joke, but it isn't, you're really gone and I'm supposed to accept that. So now i'm gonna try to move on, live my life as normal as I can. I will think about you and try not to feel guilty. I hope you're proud of me, but I am letting you go now, until we meet again.

Goodbye Dad

Lots of love - xxx-

You've shown me I have reasons I should love myself - (BTS) Answer: Love Myself

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Question

Does anybody else feel longing and kind of homesick for a home or place that you've never been to or has never existed?

Happy birthday!

Happy birthday dad. You should have turned 48 today, instead you will be 41 forever.

I love you.

I miss you.

Gelukkige verjaardag papa <3