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insecurities

request: in which Bakugou, Todoroki, Izuku, Kirishima and Kaminari are about to get intimate with their partner but their partner has body insecurities.

warning(s): may be triggering to those sensitive about their looks/body, low self esteem, implied sex, cursing, aged up (19+)

— [♡] ; bakugou katsuki

Bakugou is a bit brash and rough around the edges and he’s fully aware of that, but when it comes to you, he’s a gentleman. He is very careful, kind and protective with you. He’s really into you.

So when you started crying in the middle of a heated make out he was startled. He immediately thinks that he hurt you somehow.

“What’s wrong? Did I hurt you?” He’s looking down at you with concerned eyes and furrowed brows.

You’re embarrassed and at this point covering your face with your hands while you cried.

“Hey. Talk to me, dummy.” Bakugou spoke to you softly. He’d gently take your wrist trying to remove your hands from your face. You reluctantly let him move your hands exposing your wet eyelashes and tear stained cheeks.

“I’m sorry.” Your voice was small and you felt extremely vulnerable underneath his intense gaze.

“What are you sorry for?” At this point he’s confused just as much as he is worried.

“I don’t want to disappoint you..” You feel your bottom lip quiver and tears forming at the rim of your eyes.

“Disappoint me? What are you on about?” Bakugou is a tough boy but he’s fucking beyond worried at this point. He just wishes you would tell him what’s wrong so he could fix it.

You would finally admit to him that you don’t like your body. You never have. That it’s frustrating for you being in a relationship with him and wanting to take it to the next level but you just can’t bring yourself to be completely naked in front of him. Not yet.

Man, his heart is really aching at your words.

He’s also shocked because he genuinely believes every inch of you is perfect so it’s shocking to hear you’re worried that he won’t like your body.

He’s not the best with words but he’ll try.

“How do you not know that you’re fucking beautiful? Everything about you is perfect, even when you annoy the fuck out of me you’re still perfect. I couldn’t care less about how your body looks so don’t think stupid thoughts like that.” He tried and in the process he makes you smile the tiniest of smiles.

You feel a little silly because at the end of the day it’s Katsuki for god’s sake. This boy loves you so much.

He’s willing to tell you that you’re perfect everyday until you believe it.

— [♡] ; todoroki shouto

Todo wouldn’t ever pressure you into doing something you weren’t ready to do or something you weren’t comfortable with. He’s extremely patient and considerate of your feelings. It’s almost scary what he can put up with.

But I think after enough rejection and excuses every time you two start to get intimate he’d start to feel like he was the problem. You know with coming from a traumatizing childhood, I don’t think he’d take rejection, especially from a loved one, very lightly. It’d really hurt him.

He just wants to make you happy in any and every way possible so he would start to think he’s lacking in some area.

Todoroki is very articulate with his thoughts so it wouldn’t be long before he brought up how he was feeling.

It’d most likely be after another rejection, usually in the middle of a heated makeout and clothing start to come off.

“Darling.. am I doing something wrong?” His voice is soft as he looks at you sitting on the other side of the bed.

“What do you mean?” You tilted his head in confusion.

He then explains how he feels and you start to feel awful. You never wanted him to feel like you didn’t want him. If anything you thought it would have been the other way around.

“Babe, no! You’re not doing anything wrong. I’m just.. kind of insecure about my body. I don’t want to upset you.” You admit.

Todoroki is upset because he thinks you’re stunning in every way and doesn’t want to accept the fact you don’t see you’re as highly as you should.

From that point forward he’s more determined to make sure he does everything in his power to make you feel beautiful and comfortable in your own skin.

— [♡] ; izuku midoriya

“We can stop if you want to, bunny.” Izuku’s voice is gentle while he looks at you in concern.

He knew something was wrong the moment your body tensed up when his hands began to pull at your shirt so he immediately halted his actions to check on you.

“No.. I’m just..” You struggle to find your words and he could see that. It was tough for you to admit you had body insecurities to him because you’ve never told anyone how you really feel. You didn’t like being vulnerable so you kept it all to yourself hoping that one day you’ll magically wake up and love yourself but it doesn’t work that way. You knew that.

“It’s me.. your Midoriya. You can tell me anything, remember?” He gave you a reassuring smile and a gentle squeeze on your leg.

“My body.. I don’t..” You trailed off feeling more and more anxious.

Izuku wouldn’t press you to continue speaking because he would already connect the dots. Not from just now but other behaviors he’s noticed throughout his relationship with you. It all makes sense now.

He’s also upset that he didn’t figure this out sooner on his own so he could comfort and support you.

Izuku is very in touch with his emotions so it wouldn’t surprise me if he starts tearing up at you. He’d immediately reassure you that you’re beyond beautiful and he doesn’t care about how your body looks, he never has. He just loves everything about you.

He doesn’t expect for all your insecurities to disappear at his words either because he knows it doesn’t work like that.

Izuku is 1000% ready and willing to help you build your confidence every step of the way.

You two would end up cuddling and just opening up to one another. You both pinky promised that whenever you two were going through something that you would say something so you can be there for each other.

— [♡] ; kirishima eijirou

“Are you sure, babe?” Kirishima pulled away from your hot and passionate kiss looking at you with concerned eyes.

“Of course, I want to make you feel good.” You kissed him again, hands beginning to unbuckle his belt but something seemed off. You pulled away and furrowed your brows in confusion at your boyfriend.

He looked like something was bothering him and it worried you. Have you done something to upset him?

“What’s wrong..?” You sat on your knees between his legs resting your hands on his thighs.

“I feel like I’m using you.” He admits.

“Why do you feel that way?” You shook your head in confusion still not understanding what was bugging him.

“You’re always so willing to please me but.. I never have the chance to return the favor.” He says sadly.

“Baby.. you’re not using me please don’t feel that way.” Your hand rested on the side of his cheek.

“I just figured that.. I’d only do things for you because I’m scared that you won’t like my body if we do have sex.” You say.

Kirishima doesn’t know whether to be angry at society’s unachievable beauty standards or mad at himself for “failing” to make you feel beautiful and comfortable in your own skin.

Of course he was unaware of how you felt about your body but he still feels like a bad boyfriend. He thinks he should’ve known sooner so he could do something.. anything.

Kirishima 100% wrapping you up in his arms and smothering you in a hug because he feels like right now that’s all he can do.

He’s thinking a million thoughts but the only words that he can form are; “I love you.. and I think you’re the most breathtaking person alive.”

He’s giving you forehead kisses while he basically cradles you in his arms.

You feel like crying but you hold it in. It just feels really good to be loved for you by someone you’re head over heels for.

— [♡] ; kaminari denki

Kaminari is your biggest hype man. You cut your hair? He’s hyping you. You’re wearing a new outfit? He’s hyping you. You do the bare minimum? He’s still hyping you.

It’s literally

You: H-

Kaminari: “You have no business out here looking the way you do.”

When he finds out you’re not happy with your body he almost thought it was a mean joke to play on him and yourself.

He genuinely can’t wrap his head around you not loving yourself because he thinks you’re beyond perfect, almost otherworldly.

You told Kaminari that you wanted to before having sex and he was 100% and willing to wait for you.

But here you were, a little tipsy straddling your boyfriend on the couch. Everything was going well until that little voice in your head continuously reminded you about your insecurities.

Kaminari takes notice of your sudden shift in energy.

“We can wait, baby! There’s no pressure!” He’s giving you a reassuring and cheerful smile. His cheeks were slightly rosy from the drinks he’s had earlier in the night.

“No.. I want to.. It’s just my body..”

“What about your body, baby?”

“I don’t like it.”

This boy loses his shit.

Like what do you mean you don’t like your body? You’re the most beautiful person he’s ever seen! Kaminari is still waiting the day he wakes up because he can’t believe that he landed such a babe like you!

He holds your face in his hands and gives you a whole speech with an introduction, body and conclusion on every single thing he loves about you.

Kaminari is determined to help you build your self esteem by any means.

He loves you and you should love yourself!

Waking up next to you for the first time w/ Kaminari, Deku and Shinsou

Request: Hello! I saw that requests are open and wondered if you could do some small headcanons about Izuku, Shinshou and Denki waking up after sleeping with their S/O for the first time together, processing that they are not alone in bed, and just fluffy stuff! ♡ Soft boy hours - @bemorefiction​

So freaking cute omgggg. I’ve been reading a ton of harry potter related fics and have I ever said how sad I am for the Weasly twins? No ? Well I do NOT take canon into consideration in this occassion, they’re both enjoying their lives. Thank you for coming to my TED talk. Love ya. 💖💖💖

masterlist 

rules

warnings: fluff

Kaminari Denki 

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Worth It | Kaminari X F!Reader

Prompt: “Wanna get out of here?” 

Pairing: Kaminari Denki X Female! Reader

Warnings: A bit spicy but fluffy overall. Another domestic fic

Word Count: 1.7k

A/N: This is my first fic for the first @bnhabookclub​‘s event! Anybody can enter so here’s the link if you want to join in! It was really fun writing for Kaminari and I just thought he would totally do this. Please ignore my badly made and cringe worthy banner… I should leave edits to the professionals… whoops

Laughter filled the room as all of your old classmates chatted amongst each other. They carried drinks in their hands, but not the ones that would normally be sipped at parties you and your friends have attended. But that didn’t dim the playful and energetic atmosphere that seemed to follow your group of friends.

After a few hours of mingling with your friends, you were finally able to sit down on your couch. Playing hostess was exhausting, but it was definitely worth it when you watched the scene in front of you unfold.

There was your baby girl being surrounded by her aunts and uncles that have spoiled her rotten. Ashido had your baby propped against her stomach while Ururaka was making funny faces at her. The other women were gushing about how adorable and happy your baby was. You could also see the men slightly fawning at how cute the baby was (even if they were trying very hard to hide it). 

“Look here, Hotaru!” Jiro exclaimed as she held up her phone with Yaoyorozu jingling one of the baby’s new toys. “Big smile!”

Hotaru flashed her a smile and squealed at the attention she was receiving from everyone around her. 

Yep, it was worth it.

A warm presence pulled you out of your thoughts. “Wanna get out of here?”

You stared in disbelief at the straw-colored hair male leaning over the back of the couch. Kaminari rested his chin against your shoulder and nuzzled against the side of your neck. Goosebumps rose as he peppered your neck with light kisses.

“Denki, we are at your daughter’s 1st birthday,” you deadpanned. 

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gamer boy [k.d]

katsuki bakugo x reader word count: 0.7k warnings: none <3 summary: reader is bored and lonely so she goes over to cuddle her favourite gamer boy a/n: ive been wAITING FOR THIS ONE

Staring up at the ceiling, you debated what you could do for the rest of the evening. You already ate, you didn’t have any more homework, you couldn’t be bothered to socialise in the common room with the rest of the class.

You groaned, rolling over in your bed to reach over and grab your phone from your bedside table. Aimlessly, you scrolled through social media to find some semblance of fun and stumbled upon a certain video.

A boy sat in his gaming chair with recognisable LED lights, bathing the room in a deep purple glow as he focuses on whatever he’s playing in front of him. A girl comes into the frame and walks over to him, tapping him on the shoulder. He says something but doesn’t turn to look at her until she takes matters into her own hands. Gently, she swings her leg over his lap, and lowers herself down to sit, straddling his waist and wrapping her arms around the boy’s neck.

Your cheeks warm and you smile at the cute video, scrolling past it as if it was just another little thing that you’ll inevitably forget until you pause. You happen to know someone that was sitting in a gamer chair right now and leaving you to suffer your own boredom. A wide smile grows on your cheeks as you renew your energy, eager to go bother your boyfriend.

Grabbing a hoodie, you skip out of your room, buzzing with excitement. You can’t help but imagine what his reaction would be and how cute it was going to be as you wait for the elevator to reach Denki’s floor. As soon as the metal doors slid open you practically ran to his door, being sure to knock once just in case before slamming the door open.

“Ah! Sorry.” you winced at the loud noise, gently taking hold of his door and closing it with a soft click.

“Hey beautiful!” Denki quickly glanced at you, shooting one of his usual bright smiles, before promptly going back to focus on the game. “Did I miss a text?”

“Nope!” you strolled over to him, peering over his shoulder at the bright screen. “I was just really bored and alone in my room so I came over to annoy you.” You kissed his check with a smile.

“Sounds like fun!” Denki laughed loudly, still clicking away at his controller. “Grab a chair and take a seat, lemme show you how amazing I am at this shit.”

You giggled at his usual peacocking, finding it endearing when he constantly tried to impress you in the most silliest ways. It was one of the many little quirks about him you loved.

“Darling, open your arms.”

“Huh? Why?” Denki furrowed his eyebrows at you with a puzzled look while still following your orders.

“Because,” You shrugged, throwing a leg over him, moving his arms to fold around your waist, and promptly sitting down on his lap whilst facing him. “I want to sit.” You grin wickedly at his quickly reddening face.

“I- uh- your welcome?” He tried to formulate some sort of sentence but you could practically see his brain short circuit and spark. You continued getting comfortable by wrapping your arms around his neck, delving your hands into his soft canary yellow hair, and nuzzling your face into his neck, finding solace in the warmth of his skin. Cuddling Denki was always sweet, maybe chaotic at times with tickles and giggles, but it was always sweet and you never wanted it any other way.

After a second of processing your actions, the chaotic boy softened and melted into your touch, hooking his chin over your shoulder, and squeezing slightly at your waist. He continued playing his game, still swearing and cheering wildly at the ups and lows of whatever he was navigating. Sometimes he dropped small kisses on the side of your head. Sometimes he jolted upwards quickly, before whispering a small sorry and stroking your head gently in apology.

Before long, your eyes started drooping close and Denki seemed to notice your more shallow breaths. The sounds of the game from his headphones stopped, and he put down the controller to allow himself to fully wrap his arms around you and cuddle you properly. “Can we do this more often? I play my games and you…” he mumbled into your hair. “Do this?”

You hummed in agreement, too tired to move your lips to form an answer, but you knew he would understand.

me walking around my room talking outloud to myself about my current obsessions and giving my imaginary audience an hours long speech about it

If you wanna see how I’m doing listen to this song 🎵

Hot girl summer with my friends < fluffy haired boy

I’m new to the fandom so I feel like I might be making jokes that have already been laughed at. But that won’t stop me from experimenting how far their stupidity and communicational skills don’t go.

☀️cancer

🌙aquarius

⬆️ pisces

I’m emotional as hell!!!

how the jjk characters hug

note: i honestly blame yuki @voxamcris for this. just, all of it. that and me just never shutting up about how nice it would be to get a hug from everyone from jjk :“) also thank you to el @neonghxst for indulging me in these headcanons HAHA

for @kuroopaisen <3

feat. itadori, megumi, nobara, gojo, nanami

itadori yuuji → he feels like the sun. warm, comforting, you just want to melt in his arms. itadori hugs you like he’s your shelter, like nothing can hurt you as long as you’re in his arms. gives the best squeezes, and if he’s taller than you, he rests his chin on your head so that he completely envelopes you—an itadori burrito, if you will. sometimes when you try to end the hug before he’s ready to let go, you shuffle your feet away from him, only for itadori to grab onto you tighter and waddle after you like a penguin. ("one more minute,” he whines, words muffled into your hair.) you stay like that for another fifteen.

fushiguro megumi → you always have to hug him first. it takes at least five seconds for him to register that this is, in fact, a hug. and then slowly, hesitantly, megumi begins to reciprocate. his arms wrap around you in a manner you can only describe as tender, almost as if you’ll break if he holds onto you too tight. (and, maybe, he’s just afraid. the jujutsu world is a dangerous one, after all, even to those indirectly associated. he loosens his hold at the thought; you squeeze him tighter in response.) where itadori is the warm sun, megumi is soft moonlight.

kugisaki nobara → with normal hugs, you’re the one initiating. it’s very standard, a good squeeze, nothing particularly special. but with back hugs, she likes to sneak them in when you expect it the least, the leaning of her head against yours over a brewing cup of coffee, her chin rested on your shoulder as she looks over to see what you’re doing. she plays with your hands as she watches, fingers entangled with one another in quiet habits saved only for the two of you. nobara is starlight, draped over love. (“my love,” she whispers, breath tickling your ear. “stay a little longer, okay?”)

gojo satoru → takes advantage of his unfairly large height difference. basically engulfs you in his chest and laughs all while doing it. he keeps you there in his arms until he’s ready to let go, and even then, when you’ve protested for long enough, gojo makes sure to squeeze your ass before he lets go. and then he slaps it–hard. you let out a yelp of pain and an exasperated “gojo!” (your ass truly doesn’t deserve this mistreatment), and he offers to kiss it better. you slap him instead. (“that made me feel better than your kisses ever could.” “how cruel! >:o”)

nanami kento → it starts out with his hands on your back, gentle pats of comfort as he rests his chin on your head. then, slowly, as you relax into his embrace, his arms slip down to your waist, his thumbs still rubbing small, soothing circles over the fabric of your clothes. and then, he starts to hum. under the gaze of no one but yourselves, the two of you sway back and forth to a quiet, rough melody. you grip onto the material of his shirt, trying to memorize the smell of his cologne, the warmth of his arms. (you almost want to cry. don’t go, you want to say, a lump in your throat. don’t go.) nanami hugs you like you’re slow dancing in the dark.

nobara also nobara

fushiguro. also fushiguro

itadori. also itadori

oh, how i love being a woman.

[caption: 10 gifs of the women of anne with an e interacting.

the first gif is from 3x06, of marilla and rachel talking and smiling at the fair. the second gif is from 3x10, of the girls stading outside the boarding house, looking excited.

the third gif is from 1x06, of aunt josephine talking to minnie may, who’s sitting down at the kitchen table, and anne, diana and ruby, who are cooking. the fourth gif is from 3x08, of marilla and anne walking out of the horse stables arm in arm.

the fifth gif is from 3x01, of anne and ka'kwet kneeling down on the riverbank, looking at their reflections. the sixth gif is from 2x08, of the girls standing outside in the snow, dancing, after prissy runs out of the church on her wedding day.

the seventh gif is from 2x09, of anne, marilla and miss stacy inside the story club, pinky-swearing. the eighth gif is from 3x03, of mary sitting down and holding delphine in her arms, talking to anne (off-screen) and smiling slightly.

the ninth gif is from 2x10, of anne, ruby and diana hugging in front of the wreckage of the story club. the tenth gif is from 1x02, of anne and diana holding on to the fence, feeling the wind in their hair and smiling.]

Matthew = Anne’s first kindred spirit

Anne receives a gift from Mary upon her engagement to Gilbert...

Anne Shirley-Cuthbert-soon-to-be Blythe was daydreaming over fashion plates for her wedding when a knock came at the kitchen door. Breaking out of her reverie, she turned her head and saw Bash on the other side of the screen. Smiling widely, she got up and opened it.

  “Bash, what a delightful surprise! Come in,” she told him, stepping back to let him through.

  “Hello, Anne,” Bash smiled warmly as he stepped inside.

  “Where’s Dellie?” she asked him, noting that the little girl wasn’t tagging along as she usually did.

   “Running her Uncle Gilbert ragged, no doubt,” Bash answered, his grin widening. Anne laughed.

  “Take a seat, would you like some of Marilla’s plum puffs?” she offered him.

  “No, thank you, my dear. I only have a few minutes before I have to return.”

  “I’ll pack you some to take back with you then,” Anne answered, bustling over to where Marilla kept her prize treats.

  “So what brings you here, Bash?” she asked him as she placed the carefully wrapped puffs on the table.

  “I’ve brought you a gift,” he told her, reaching into his vest. “From Mary.”

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