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Biggest Bully - Yourself

I think I am my biggest bully.

A lot of us have this issue, I think.

I constantly tell myself, “You’re too fat” “You’re so ugly” “You suck”

Not only that but when I’m alone or with friends, Horrible thoughts & memories come up Out of nowhere really, and it fucks me up.

Sometimes I just want to fucking shoot myself

I mean like, Jesus fucking Christ, shut the fuck up!

Why are we so mean to ourselves?

I am my biggest bully.

Even if it’s something that happened with someone, I can forgive them, yeah no problem. But that thought, whatever event that happened, even if I forgave the person, it haunts me. That’s a constant fight with myself.

If someone was bullying me, I can leave them or punch them or something. When it’s myself, fuck. Bitxh won’t stfu.

“I hate you Maria, Yeah I hate you too Maria”

Out beyond all bounds Where messengers run errands for no cause between kingdoms of kings of no history Where reason makes kites of her laws and flies them, truth sets fact free from its fetters.

Tagore (via escapecages)

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