Littlecigs - Out Of Body

"Mental health matters!" But the second I show a symptoms I'm a terrible person.

All I need is for someone to gently cup my face and tell me I'm not as doomed as I feel.

It's like, I either feel an emotion stronger than I should, or I don't feel anything at all. And here's the thing, I feel happiness stronger than I should too, which essentially means I only feel happy when I'm euphoric, because regular happiness doesn't feel like anything. If it's there, it's exceptionally hard for me to identify it, and I end up just feeling sort of weird?

It makes me come off as unappreciative or disinterested even when I want or enjoy something, and I feel like it's something that needs to be talked about more.

I've had a lot of interactions where in the end the person I was with seemed uncomfortable, because I came off as cold or bored or annoyed, even though I was enjoying the interaction.

Just one of the many things that have caused me to miss out on life.

every time i make a mistake im like theyre going to put me down like a sick dog

Sometimes I miss people that weren't really good to me.

My troubled dreams