Littlecigs - Out Of Body

I feel like people don't talk enough about how utterly mentally exhausting it is to be genuinely obsessive about somebody

like yes it is nice to have somebody I love so much be a constant thought in my head but it makes actually trying to do real life things so difficult because I'm so caught up in the obsession and the daydreaming

I don't deserve the things I want

Oh to have an isolated place to rage in

Please please eat me alive turn my body into something sacred I don't want to be here anymore everything is so tiring and I get no reprieve from the monotony and the pain and oh this pain is too much for such a little body I'm desperate please I'm tired I'm scared I don't want to be here anymore

do you wanna hang out tonight my curse was finally lifted

Man y'all must really like crazy girls I hope you know you'll be tired of me the second I get mad for the first time

But also please pay attention to me