Littlecigs - Out Of Body

"Mental health matters!" But the second I show a symptoms I'm a terrible person.

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silencieux

corps pressé contre le vent

sueur et larmes

qui est là? ils appellent

il n’y a pas de réponse

silencieux

gelé contre des arbres dansants

pourquoi moi? ils disent

mais ils sont un

et ils sont seuls

il n’y a pas de réponse

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silencieux

(it’s not my first language so, apologies if the grammar is off slightly)

i feel like i do 25% of what an average person does in a day and still it's too much

I have GOT to get more NORMAL

It feels like no matter who I mirror, no matter how hard I try to please people, no matter how nice I try to be— no one fucking likes me enough to stay or just return my energy equally. It’s so exhausting but I keep trying and trying to get this love and attention but it’s not sticking.