BPD Culture Is I'd Rather Die Than Even Feel Abandoned.

Lovesick and loveless

Empty hearts and empty stomachs

Quiet nights and weekend dates

With mannequins and seedless grapes

And skin too tight, too loose, too close

Skin on skin on skin on bones

Within these walls I cry alone

There's no one real inside this home

Hmmmm... craving a feminine touch today

without the edit

Trees

un feu chaud et brisé

ça craque comme des os

avec les vignes qui sèchent autour de vous

ils étouffent ton corps

vos cheveux commencent à brûler

et vous êtes pris au piège

et le parfum est vil

pour quand tu meurs

ils meurent aussi

Work was slow today. Got myself to eat half a burger for dinner, but I didn't eat breakfast so I guess it's not really that much of an achievement

I feel sick, you know

In my head, in my heart

My eyes are filled with little black stars

And my stomach churns

With a thousand words I'll never say

I have an unhealthy need for a masked man w big arms to put me in a chokehold...

Am I drunk? Maybe

Am I needy? Absolutely

Sorry I'm a freak. This is the tip of the iceberg babes I'm way worse ❤️

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