21F & tired. my old poems are seriously so bad. idk what this is turning into. I just want someone to talk to. open dms
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I hate the days where everyone and everything makes me mad or annoyed because I don't wanna be that angry person but I literally can't fucking control it then I take it out on the people I care about and they don't deserve that
Google maps new baltimore glitch that happened in 2013
Please please eat me alive turn my body into something sacred I don't want to be here anymore everything is so tiring and I get no reprieve from the monotony and the pain and oh this pain is too much for such a little body I'm desperate please I'm tired I'm scared I don't want to be here anymore
I get so jealous I feel sick and I'm sorry I'm not perfect but how could I deserve this torture?
me and who
what do you mean it’s “”not healthy”” for me to lock myself in my room all day and completely isolate myself from everyone
I really wish it was socially acceptable to say “I really don’t care” and people would just say oh ok and move onto the next topic in conversation, no hard feelings
I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it I'm not worth it all I want is to be seen all I want is to be loved I'm sorry I'm not worth it I'll be better I'll be good I just want someone next to me I want something real I'm so desperate for something real but I'm not what anyone wants I know that I've seen that I'm not what anyone wants
I just want affection. I'm sorry I'm such an inconvenience but is that really so much to ask for?
no but you know what would be nice? experiencing the kind of happiness that doesn’t turn out to be a lesson that I have to mourn over for at least 3 months
1 of my love languages..
I wish I had a group of friends to wander the city with
Nona Limmen (@nonalimmen)