Im A Married Man 36 Years Old,from The Uk! Who Loves The Idea Of Watching My Wife Get Fucked Hard By

Im a married man 36 years old,from the uk! who loves the idea of watching my wife get fucked hard by a big cock , she is not up for the idea, always said she is happy with my size and sexual performance , so doesn't need or want anyone else ,so I guess it will just stay a dream for now, I’m lucky enough to get pegged by my wife from time to time and she also put me in a cock cage from time to time, but I want it to be more often, I want to be used as her slave and please her needs as I think she deserves, I would love to be used as a slave just there to please and be abused. By her and her friends With strap ons or even be made to serve her bull if that is what was required from me, Or what my wife wanted being humiliated by them both as stuff happens .But sadly this will never happen.The thought of a real cock pounding my ass and exploding inside me does turn me on quite a lot. And so does the fact of sucking a cock and swallowing a load of warm cum😂🙈 but I don't find men attractive, so I don't think I'm gay/bi. I just love looking at a decent big thick hard cock, i love the idea of a big cock stretching out my wife and pleasing her and giving her the pleasure that i feel that i could never give her , I have also told my wife I want to dress up as a sissy as she uses me , she didn't know how to take it at first so I just have to wait and see how it plays out with her reaction and see if she's up for trying it or not, turns out she's not into the idea at all , so just have to stay a fantasy of mine, and I keep dressing up and playing alone on the quite