So Bad At Blushing!!! I Will Always Do That When Someone Has Engaged My Mind In Dirty Texting. That Little

I needed this tonight. I’ve felt often that I am not worthy of this love, or I don’t deserve the love I get back. My heart is huge. When my walls are down, I wear it on my sleeve. It gets broken so easily. But I need to teach myself that it’s not my fault for loving them. If they do not want to receive that love, that is their problem, not mine

A Gentle Reminder

Sometimes, when I look back at my life, I am tempted to think that my biggest problem is that I love people too much. It’s an easy thing to think, but I have to remind myself that loving someone is never the problem. It is never wrong to add to the amount of love in the universe, or to express love towards another creature in it.

Some of the actual problems are:

- The other person not being able to return the love they were given (their problem, not mine).

- The other person not knowing what love really is and confusing what they felt for love, only to find out later that they were wrong (again, their problem)

- Sometimes love isn’t enough (just a fact)

- They weren’t ready to receive that love (still not a problem with me)

- I wasn’t able to provide them with the type of love that they were seeking (compatibility issue, loving them still wasn’t a mistake)

You are good enough, even if you aren’t right for the people in your past. Maybe they weren’t able to appreciate you and what you were offering to them, but that’s okay. Maybe they treated you badly and you thought that if you just loved them more, they would treat you better (this never works, because if they weren’t able to appreciate you to begin with, they won’t be able to appreciate even more of you).

Whatever you’ve been through, you are still worth loving. You are still good and deserving of love and respect. You still have worth.

Goodnight, Tumblr. Be kind to one another.

I crave this feeling so much. So much of the world is so overwhelming these days… to be able to trust someone enough to give my pleasure over to him & have Daddy make me ache and scream and cry tears of relief for him ♥️♥️

Restrained.

All you can do is lay down and take it. I can use you however I please but you trust me. You know I have your best interest at heart.

I want to make you lose yourself. Free your mind. Release all the pent up tension. Think nothing. Just feel.

Alive. In the moment. Nothing else matters except you and me. I am completely focused on you.

Senses heightened. Hurried breaths. Soft moans. Hand searching for and exploring your pleasure areas, one by one. Teased mercilessly.

You are a whimpering, needy, dripping mess when you feel my length entering your tightness. You succumb to the pleasure.

And so the night begins...

Thick veiny cocks are my kryptonite. Please let me trace your cock veins up and down with my lips and tongue. Let me memorize them with my mouth. Let me admire and worship you.

Angel I'm gonna need you to come lick the veins on my cock

The anticipation before you even touch me. When I can hear and feel your breath on my skin. Waiting for whatever sensual pleasure or pain has in store for me

This is my chance to say I graduated valedictorian of my class & was very much the perfectionist good girl who always did the right thing. 20 years later, i’m such an over thinker that I crave being fucked to the point that my brain no longer functions and I become a fucktoy for you to enjoy. No thoughts, just bliss being a good girl for you & taking your cock over and over again 🥵

the ‘delight to have in class’ to ‘good little cumdump whore’ pipeline

All a little girl ever wants. As much as she wants spankies, she wants Daddy more. Craves his touch and comfort more. Little girls are eager to play, but only Daddy knows what we really need.

Presence

We had all these plans and I was excited. Even got a new paddle to try out. He warmed me up slowly with hand spanks first. I started to cry but that was normal- at least I thought. Somehow they must have sounded different to him.

“Are you ok, baby?” he asked, rubbing my warm bottom with his big hand.

“O, O yes- um-sure. I love it all,” I gulped, and slithered to my knees so he could tie my hands behind me. 

“Alright, here comes the rope,” he said. I could feel it go around my wrists. Gentle but confining. At the first tug I burst into louder tears. Deep, racking sobs. Immediately he tossed the rope aside and pulled me into his arms.

“Baby, what’s wrong? Did I hurt you?” He held me to his chest as I sobbed and sobbed.

“I’m sorry, I don’t know why this is happening. I really wanted to do all this and we waited and I love your spanks and I’m sorry and it’s allsobadandIcan’thelpit…” My words were muffled against his chest as he rocked me to and fro, stroking my hair. “It’s ok, baby,” he kept saying, soothingly, and gradually I calmed down.

We sat there for a few minutes while he talked with me.

“Can we start again, please?” I asked. He shook his head.

“No, baby, spanks is not what you need tonight. No fucking either. You need something else.” With that he led me to the bathroom and began running a shower. I was a little frantic. 

“But…you waited almost a week and I don’t want to disappoint you? I’m so sorry.” He took my face in his hands and kissed me.

“It’s not about that, baby. It’s about taking care of you. Now, get in the shower with me.” In there he took his time. Washing my hair, holding me, asking questions about work and school. After a bit it came spilling out- the overtime, my Dad was sick, I was worried about the midterm, couldn’t afford to go to my cousin’s wedding- small things that just built up over time. He listened and nodded through it all, even to drying my hair and putting jammies on me.

“You’ve just been dealing with too much, sweetie,” he said as we curled up under the sheets. “And it came barreling out all at once.”

“But usually spanks help that.” I was very confused.

“You’re right, they do. But not tonight. It’s ok. That’s my job to know that, to help you,” I looked at him with big eyes. “Now, I want you to roll over and just relax, feel me pet you.” Reluctantly I rolled to my side, still feeling guilty that we hadn’t played.

“I’m so sorry, Daddy,” I whispered into the air.

“There’s no sorry, baby girl. Just focus on my hand. Feel me touch you. Breathe.” I closed my eyes and tried to do as he said.

He stroked my hair away from my forehead so slowly, the best feeling. Then down to my neck and back up, again and again. Gently, tenderly. I could feel the stress melt away, the inner tears dissolve. His hands were light and warm, molding to my head, hovering over my ears. I could feel his solid chest behind me.

“Now say after me, very softly. Daddy loves me.”

Eyes still closed, I repeated in a whisper. “Daddy loves me.”

“Daddy will take care of me.”

“Daddy will take care of me.”

“That’s it, darling. Now just go to sleep. I have you.”

There’s a misnomer that aftercare is a “reward” for the sub after she has performed correctly, doing x y z in a scene. Although aftercare is definitely rewarding, it is not a carrot/stick type of situation. Life happens. People have feelings and emotions. Even if your sub isn’t in the mental space to do what you had originally planned, that is no reason to separate from her. In fact, that is more of a reason to be present and take care of her. Be a human being first, a Dom second.

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This is not a want, but a need. Document everything so we can watch it later together or you send me a screenshot showing me exactly what you want to do next time. I want my man to look at me being a slut everyday and know I want it all.

Soooooooo we going to fill your phone's gallery up with us doing the most disrespectful shit to each other or what...? 💕

I loooooove to suck cock. Seriously it turns me on like crazy. I don’t understand women who hate it. Let me worship your cock

If you ever meet a girl that LOVES to suck Cock, don't let her go so easily, APPRECIATE/CHERISH her cuz you find a girl like that 1/10 girls. bruh let me tell you how you could tell if she loves to play with that dick

1) She gives you this fuckin cute little smirk before she kisses your cock.

2) She will lick the the tip of your dick and literally make eye contact with you to see how you react

3) She will spit on your dick to make it a bit messier so she could play with it easier

4) She will guide your hands to hair hair so it won’t get in the way while she’s playing with you.

5) She attempts swallow your whole cock (you don’t know how deep you she could go). But she tries to go all the way.

6) She will try different things and basically study you (your reactions) and will remember when you moan to something she did or when you tilt your head back and say ‘oh fuck” “wow” ‘omg” so she can use those at anytime if she wants to. (Kinda like when you play Pokemon and you use the attack that’s supper effective to kill a nigga) 

 7 (Not too many do) she will lick from the tip go downnnnnnn to the family jewels and play with them.

8) Doesn’t mind chocking gagging and being barely able to breathe while playing with it.

 9) Will literally be in a trance at one point just jerking it and starring at your dick mesmerized by it. 

10) Uses her tongue in a circular motion to lick all around the tip

11) Will play with it anytime and anywhere, movie, parks, bathrooms, McDonald’s bathroom, while you’re in Detention and go into the closet

12) You can tell it turns her on, with every minute that passes her technique gets more passionate 13) (Not too many girls are like this) Gets soaking wet just by sucking your dick

If you have a big beautiful cock you’re legally obligated to tell me about it 🫣😅

My brain might take a minute to catch up, but the praise kink is everything. Please make me want to beg you to fuck me harder so I can make Daddy feel so good

Fucking roughly into your sub until they're reduced to a mumbling, incoherent mess. Suddenly slowing down and doing more passionate thrusts; while kissing their forehead saying "You're doing so good for me".