Feeling 1nsane

"My Lady. My Alys"

Targaryen/Alys Rivers, Strong bastard witch girl

ok but

do you ever just 

remember the way

these assholes

look at each other

and it just makes you

mentally unstable

like when they instantly found each other with their eyes on a fucking battlefield with over 30,000 men

because i can’t fucking deal 

with their shit anymore

you can literally feel the passion and love through their fucking eyes i’m done

with their fucking unresolved sexual tension 

people be like “why are you shipping jonsa they’re siblings”

honey these assholes ship themselves 

i am only a vessel 

Day five: healing

Our darkest demons, the deepest wounds... those are the ones we can’t see.

I wrote twitter meta about the one good thing about this film (Adam Driver’s acting, the PURE character work he did with zero dialogue) because I finally figured out what he was talking about when he said he was using “mask work” with Kylo Ren. He wasn’t playing through a mask only when he wore the helmet, he was acting as if his very FACE was a stoic blank mask he was looking through. That’s why Kylo Ren as a character has such a specific feeling to him, and why the audience instantly responded to Ben Solo, who could show his emotions.

This character was always 100% a young boy hiding behind a mask that hid and disallowed every emotion except for his anger, the only emotion that men are allowed to feel. This character is an exploration of how toxic masculinity harms men. And what miracles can happen for men internally when they embrace emotionality and forgive themselves and use their energy to do good. (I’m crying about him again.)

Ben Solo did N O T H I N G wrong!

I’ve posted this one so many times in various stages of unfinish but it’s done now!

My Reylo doodles (36/?)

This is how the story ends, thank you. 

I can’t find it in me to finish this thing so BOOM you get the sketch. My transformers obsession is a very real thing and it goes DEEP. I’m like a biohazard. THIS is my FAVORITE doomed yaoi.

Star Wars: The Rise of Skywalker (2019)