Baby Bee AU fluff after the angst š„ŗš¤²
holy motherf-
Second Sister unmaskingĀ || Kylo Ren unmasking
It was hilarious that every time Ben got pissed at First Order member he just raised his finger and wagged it like, "BITCH.......I have spoken."
"Dad." followed by The Yeet of the Century
Leaps through the hole like a goddamn prince, slams into something, "Ow."
That smile. Those puppy eyes. That giggle. The love.
I will forever love Ben Solo
Dear friends, Iāve been here for the spoilers and Iāve even talked with some of you. I went to watch the movie today, with 0 hope of anything except of seeing my baby Ben Solo and Adamās fenomenal acting (and listening to some good John Williams).Ā
I knew it would be horrible, but as @nevernerdenoughblog said seeing it makes it even more. Like @clairen45 it felt so wrong.Ā Should I rejoice with a Reylo kiss that Rey gave but seconds later didnāt even cry over Benās dead body? I refuse toĀ acknowledge this characterization of Rey. She was the only one that ever believed in Ben Solo, she shipped herself to make him know he was loved and wanted and to help him. Where was this Rey in this movie?
I am sorry guys (especially for the tagging) but I need to write this out or it will eat me and you guys are the few ones that relate to my pain. You know what really hurt me the most in all this? Toxic masculinity disguised as feminism.
1) FAREWELL HEROINEāS JOURNEY
They trashed the Heroineās Journey. They murdered it and spit in its face. JJ Abrams simply decided that the Heroineās Journey (done in act 1/ep. VII and act 2/ep. VIII) was not cutting anymore and decided to send Rey on a Heroās Journey (ep. IX only, new 1st, 2nd and 3rd act altogether), where she has become this almost toxic masculine fighter under Leiaās trainingĀ ā Badass girl? Yes. Full of anger? Yes. Logical? Yes. Connected to anything? No, not even herself, she kept on the run, afraid. In search of the Jedi detachment? Yes. ā, only to send her happilly off to a desert planet in the end of her journey and finishing with her alone talking with an old lady.
Which remind us of the start of TFA, meaning she has comeback to what? Luke didnāt even comeback to thatĀ āhomeā in Tatooine the end of his Heroās Journey? So she went to a place of death to what? This is a slap on the face of the Heroineās Journey. This is how toxic masculinity corrupts and interrupts the most uncomfortable (to psychologically unhealthy bystanders) and fundamental (to the woman herself) phase of Heroineās Journey: You want love, family, a partnership, connection, nurturing or progeny? That is weak, it is foolish. You need to fight, to conquer, to take, take and take. Otherwise you wonāt be strong or independent.
REALLY???????????
I AM CRYING! WHY? WHY? WHY? Daisy, are you really seriously satisfied with this ending? Because REY DESERVED BETTER.Ā
BTW, BEN SOLO DESERVED BETTER! The true feminist of this story DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER! ADAM DRIVER DESERVED SO MUCH BETTER! He always respect the directorās view, does his best to accomplish it and brings his best acting to the table. The only saving grace in the whole movie to me was Benās arc because 1) Adam was doing it and 2) He honored his character. Man he deserved so much better!!!!!
Iām not even going to repeat what everyone already said about where is George Lucasā Fairytale Story, because you guys said it all. But I have a beef with Disney executive decisions:
2) WALT DISNEY - HOW I WISH WALT WAS ALIVE
Walt Disney. Much have been criticized concerning his choices to make HEA in fairytales. But what now? We find balance by wanting our children to grow up to be cynic and seeing the feminine as weak? Unhelpful? Bad?Ā
āYo independent women! You need no prince even if you have one. He can compassionately and selfelessly die to save you because he loves you and you can go off, happily, to celebrate with your friends! You donāt mourn his body, oh no. You donāt tell him you love him. You forget him. You go be that cool lonely warrior.ā
Excuse me but I can kick ass and have the romantic love life and children I want! I can have both! Because I am a human being and I deserve it. This is not a matter of being a men or women. This is a matter of balancing the feminine and masculine within.
But that is not just it. BEN SOLO DESERVED BETTER! WALT WOULD NEVER, EVER LET A CHARACTER THAT WENT THROUGH ABUSE AND SO MUCH PAIN DIE THE WAY BEN SOLO DID! Is that a Disney movie??????? I mean, what did I just watch????
Walt Disney, the man who promised P.L. Travers, upon knowing who Mr. Banks was to her (her deceased alcoholic father) and what Mary Poppins, her work, meant to her, said:
āGeorge Banks and all he stands for will be saved. Maybe not in life, but in imagination. Because that is what we storytellers do. We restore order with imagination. We instill hope again and again and again.ā
THAT IS WHAT STORYTELLERS DO! Like so many fanfic writers in this fandomĀ @nite0wl29, @stargazer1116, @intp-slytherin97, @eleanor-writes-stuff, @postedbygaslight, @raven-maiden, and so many others!! Btw, thank you all!! My vacation starts tomorrow and Iām going to read again all your amazing fics to regain exactly that: HOPE!
What was TROS? Leia and Luke believing in the good in Rey? The whole Jedi Order believing in her? I have nothing against that but why didnāt they believe or help Ben too? Ben didnāt receive any of that love, WHY? What was wrong with him? What did he do?! He was the most selfless of souls, just like his Father and Grandmother. Is this vicntim blaming??? WHY DISNEY, LUCAS FILM and JJ ABRAMS, WHY?!
I used to think people were wrong when they said Disney was only doing SW for money. Because Walt Disney also said and lived by this rule:
āThe important thing is the family. If you can keep the family together ā and thatās the backbone of our whole business, catering to families ā that is what we hope to do.ā
SW is about family and I refuse to accept ep. IX as SW. It has all the make up of SW, but it lacks the heart and very essence of it.
As dear @eleanor-writes-stuff said, so much for criticizing Rian Johnson, only to consagrate his work. That man honored the storytelling art and Iāll be forever grateful to him for his touch in SW and for how his writing touched and changed my life. And I know Waltz would have approved too because he also said:
āI prefer to entertain people in the hope that they learn, rather than teach people in the hope they are entertained.ā
3) PLOT? WHAT PLOT?
Leiaās feelings for Ben have remained ambiguous, you can both read her as someone who wants her baby boy dead (because her death allows Rey to stab Ben to death if she wants to, when Ben was never going to harm Rey) or not. Actions speak louder than words, and this was the movie when Leia would have the chance to assume the responsability for her mistakes and take action, instead of only claiming she believed her son was alive.
If she clearly wanted to reach Ben, was Mazās words needed? No, they werenāt. It was exactly because Maz needed to voice it that proved Leiaās actions could be read as ambiguous. Again, actions speak louder than words. Her body only disappeared after Benās did too because what? She was expecting him to die so she could collect his soul?
I dearly love Leiaās character but LEIA DESERVED BETTER! CARRIE DESERVED BETTER! In the end Iām not sure what to make of the ST Leia. She could have helped Ben but clearly sent him away to Luke because? What?
Ben Solo get his redemption from his own 2 hands + his fatherās memory (not force ghost) + Reyās confession. In the end he becomes the bride of the monster, only to die right after, in a what? Plot twist?
Finn, who? That was so messed up! Rose? Poor Rose!!! Hux? Oh Hux deserved better too. I was glad to see that Poe matured though and grew in his arc.
Iām also mad and confused about other plot points:
Ben throws his bleeded kyber krystal away because of his father. Okay. Why did no one help him when he cried on the Force to crack his kyber and soul, but Luke Force Ghost appears to catch Rey throwing a lightsaber in an on fire tie fighter?
Rey would turn to the Dark side if she killed Palpatine, right? 5 minutes later she wonāt turn to the Dark Side anymore even if she still kills him in anger? Just because the self righteous jedi chose to let Ben get thrown down the abysm by himself but Rey was the Chosen One?
Still on this topic, so she choses to give up her soul so Palpatine uses her body as the vessel of his soul and the legion of siths, in order to save her friends, but she wonāt take Ben Soloās hand, even if she claims she wants to + retaining her body, to do the same?
I think force bonds donāt make much of a difference anymore when one of the parts dies. Ben can die and Rey seems pretty okay?
INTERESTING FACT:Ā Beside me there was a father with his 6 or 7 year old son. The child kept asking what was going on everytime the movie introduced any plot twists or too much information too quickly. When the Reylo kiss came on screen, you know what the kid said?Ā āI told ya!ā I wanted to cry when seconds later the boy was claiming now was Reyās turn to bring Ben back. Children understand the Heroineās Journey and it doesnāt scare them. It is beautiful like that. The father then had to try and explain to the boy that other things were going on and that no,Ā āthat guy was goneā. What have you done people?
4) EPISODE X
I must have a clown face. They lied to us about this movie beingĀ āThe Rise of Skywalkerā. Maybe they lied to us about this being the end of the saga? Considering JJ claims this is fun, happy and hopeful, yeah, I doubt they are making an episode X or ressurecting Ben Solo after throwing in the garbage the Heroineās Journey. I vaguely remember Adam also said he wasnāt going to appear in another SW.
IF they do announce an ep. X, Iām not watching it unless Ryan or someone like him directs the movie.
I loved to see Han Soloās memory helping his son. That man trully loved him and it is tragic that he screwed up as a father only because he thought he wasnāt enough to be a good one and that Leia and Luke would know better.
I also loved to see Ben Solo as his father son and grandchild to his grandmother and great grandmother. He was beautiful and I love him and heāll be forever with me.
I liked the Reylo kiss⦠but Reyās actions in this movie have affected me so that it doesnāt feel like they scrapped the surface of making justice to this that could have been the happiest and most balanced of all SW couples.
IT COULD HAVE BEEN EPIC. IT COULD HAVE BEEN GRAND. But it wasnāt.
Iāll forget TROS. YBTOTT is now canon to me, because it is a perfect 3rd act in this trilogy, and @postedbygaslight honors the Heroineās Journey like few writers have the gut and courage to do. Thank you so much Wayne!
And if anyone had the patience to read this to the end, thank you. I feel it too guys, this was awful and horrible.
Yes, this is another "the last piece of making Steve's compass right" post... because they keep appearing, haha! I TRULY believe this is the last one and my brain CAN REST FOR REAL, but you never know xD
Please, beyond being a shipper.... don't tell me the use of "Bucky is alive!" does not make much more sense now! Specially knowing the "Bucky is alive" was not in the original script (!! still GOBSMACKED ABOUT THAT)
But, was my brain satisfied with changing the compass... of course not. My brain made me do this particular audio correction, too:
That's right. It totally is, damn it!
Meowrpheus :3
āHaving fun there, Kid?ā
saw the cutest wedding photobooth-esque pic and had to draw it as spirk :,)
me: *sees a ship i hate*
me: *calmly scrolls past bc i'm not a fucking gremlin like some of you*
Zutara Week 2020 Day 6: Affirm
In case Tumblr canāt play the video hereās the Vimeo Link
Having second thoughts about this one because it is a bit more niche (I know everyone has their own headcanon for Zuko and Kataraās future together and this is just mine), a bit more indulgent, and SO cheesy; the dragging-a-loved-one-to-a-special-place-while-they-keep-their-eyes-covered-and-then-you- tenderly-tell-them-to-open-their-eyes trope for instance⦠Leave me alone; I couldnāt help myself. Haha I think we all know that Zuko would not abide Katara not getting an honorary statue if she was his Fire Lady. >.> This animatic gets in and out quickly, since Iām still working full time, and also at the time, I had quite a few prompts left. But now that Iām working on a Reunion Part II, I kind of wish I could have saved this one for later, but oh well, I gotta post for the prompt!
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