i wanna die
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I think toy doctors are so nice actually like i remember being a little heartbroken kid when one of my beloved stuffed animals got old and torn up and my mom just threw him out. And i know what it would have meant to me, to have someone lovingly stitch him back up instead so i could love him just a little longer. And Iâm really glad there are little kids out there who get to see pictures of their stuffed animals and dolls with little fake hospital beds and casts as they ârest & healâ before returning to them good as new. Like what a sweet thing to do with your life.
I love using "by the way" as a segue into topics that are completely unrelated to the matters at hand. it isn't remotely by the way, quite a ways out of the way in fact. a little adventure
the worst part of "you'll understand when you're older" is that you really do understand when you're older
compilation
constantly switching between being horny as fuck and not feeling anything at all
This is one of the funniest things I've found on tumblr and I've seen some shit
Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma
â Fiona Apple
It took a lot for me to mature enough to accept a lot of the time you just donât get closure like ill never understand why certain things happened or ever receive an apology or talk to certain people again or know the answers to questions I canât ask and people die or leave or drift away sometimes and thereâs no answer. and this is actually starting to sound like some doomer shit but im not joking when i say it actually became way easier to move on with my life when I accepted sometimes things will just be left wrong and canât be made right and thereâs no point in wasting any more of my time on it
âI donât want to be a burdenâ youâre more like a relief, a gift, a blessing actually
Take myself out for coffee dates, no excuses needed.
Call out passive-aggressive behavior instead of brushing it off.
Wear the outfit that makes me feel powerful, even on random Tuesdays.
Find joy in deleting unnecessary messages and chats.
Learn to say âthatâs not my responsibilityâ without feeling guilty.
Let my phone die sometimesâitâs okay not to be reachable.
Laugh out loud when something is actually funny, no holding back.
Create a playlist of songs that remind me who I am.
Spend a whole afternoon doing absolutely nothing, and love it.
Take compliments without adding âbut.â
Tell someone when they inspire me, even if it feels awkward.
Choose solitude over shallow conversations.
Quit explaining why I need spaceâitâs just a need, not a negotiation.
Take the scenic route, even if it takes longer.
Start a quirky tradition just for myself (midnight pancakes? yes).
Smile at my reflection every time I catch it, even if it feels silly.
Trust the timing of my journeyâeverything will unfold exactly when itâs meant to.
Celebrate the smallest progress, because it all counts.
Keep my heart gentle, even when the world feels sharp.
Show kindness, but not at the cost of my own peace.
Say ânoâ and let it be a complete sentence.
Forgiveânot to forget, but to free myself from carrying the weight.
Rest because I deserve it, not just because Iâm burnt out.
Start over as many times as I needâthereâs no shame in beginning again.
a compilation by @areeejtahir <3
a poem about stillness.
the end and the beginning - wisĹawa szymborska tr. joanna trzeciak
(person with normal hobbies and interests voice) hey do you guys wanna see some good screenshots from my screenshots folder
happy i guess i'm disappointed that you didn't 'merry christmas' your way back into my life and i get that there's still new years but by new years i'll be a very different person so you've really only got like a five day gap before i definitely can't tolerate your bullshit anymore because i swore that i'd be a non bullshit tolerating kind of girl season to all who celebrate
âI hope you all find yourselves sleeping with someone you love, maybe not all of the time, but a lot of the time. The touch of a foot in the night is sincere. I hope you like your work, I hope thereâs mystery and poetry in your life â not even poems, but patterns. I hope you can see them. Often these patterns will wake you up, and you will know that you are alive, again and again.â
â Eileen Myles, âUniversal Cycle.â The Importance of Being Iceland. (via llleighsmith)
joseph lorusso, nicoletta tomas, malcolm liepke, joseph lorusso, ron hicks, peter wever, joseph lorusso, colley whisson
yeah well. I'll jump off that bridge when I come to it.
UmâŚthose who do not move cannot feel their chains tbhâŚ.
Sylvia Plath, from The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath; entry no. 102
Preach I guess
Andrea Gibson, Lord of the Butterflies
Stephanie Foo, What My Bones Know: A Memoir of Healing from Complex Trauma
truly some people have no genre savviness whatsoever. A girl came back from the dead the other day and fresh out of the grave she laughed and laughed and lay down on the grass nearby to watch the sky, dirt still under her nails. I asked her if sheâs sad about anything and she asked me why she should be. I asked her if sheâs perhaps worried sheâs a shadow of who she used to be and she said that if she is a shadow she is a joyous one, and anyway whoever she was she is her, now, and thatâs enough. I inquired about revenge, about unfinished business, about what had filled her with the incessant need to claw her way out from beneath but she just said sheâs here to live. I told her about ghosts, about zombies, tried to explain to her how her options lie between horror and tragedy but she just said if those are the stories meant for her then sheâll make another one. I said âisnât it terribly lonely how in your triumph over death nobody was here to greet you?â and she just looked at me funny and said âwhat do you mean? The whole world was here, waitingâ. Some people, I tell you.
May Sarton, The House by the Sea