Happy birthday zayne 🎂
Credits artist @sakon in X
system protip: if trying to keep track of your switches and fragments feels impossible and is driving you crazy, stop doing it. or at the very least dont put as much weight into making it perfect. you dont need to track every switch, you dont need every fragment logged. sometimes its easier to just exist as a system than drive yourself up the wall trying to micromanage everything about your complex disorder
You are not a fake system because you can't hear your alters, most of us can't! Most people with DID have very limited communication between alters in general.
You are not a fake system because you don't know your headcount, or you don't know your alters names. That can take years! For some people, they need a long time in treatment to even get that ball rolling.
You are not a fake system because you don't know what other alters are doing. You don't need to know who dressed you this morning or who bought the food you're allergic to, high amnesia is normal.
Don't feel like any less of a system because of expectations set by the internet. You don't need to present the same way as people on the internet. The presentation of DID on the internet can be pretty atypical, so don't spend your time comparing.
Who would’ve guessed our colonel is a memelord
- "can you make [alter] front?"
- always asking who's fronting
- getting upset when they can't remember something
- giving them money
- "here's $50 for you"
- relinquishing your money to them
- offering them money
Made by @deludedfools on January 7th, 2024.
Requested by @lixheng.
I wont stop with Nikolai so NIKOLAI AGAIN!!!
Fyodor (again)
Chuuya
Akutagawa
RANPO
Yosano
Dazai (DEAD APPLE)
Hunting dogs
Atsushi (ignore the fact its ouji)
Kouyou
Rimbaud
Verlaine
Shibusawa
HELP I HIT THE IMAGE COUNT IM GONNA MAKE ANOTHER ONE OF THESE STILL
can we talk about the darker parts of attention seeking in hpd? not just dressing up and being flirty.
let's talk about compulsively lying
let's talk about compulsively lying so much that you're not even sure if what you say is true or not
let's talk about wishing you were injured or ill for the attention
let's talk about faking injuries or illness
let's talk about purposefully injuring yourself
let's talk about putting yourself in dangerous situations by talking to sketchy people
let's talk about not knowing how to say no to those people
let's talk about involuntary trauma dumping
let's talk about socially ostracizing yourself by acting in an inappropriate way for the temporary rush of attention it gives you
let's talk about questioning your own personality, values, and morals because they get so easily shaped by whoever you're around
let's talk about how easily manipulated people with hpd are
let's talk about how easily abused people with hpd are
let's talk about vulnerable people with hpd are
let's stop this dichotomy of demonizing or romanticizing/fetishizing hpd
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣
Artist credits @fluffystarrie
the supposed "rivals" ...and rafayel lol