lixnininotnay - Love you so much, it makes me sick
Love you so much, it makes me sick

.•.°.•. . Your shitty ass average artist . .•.°.•. | Please, read the rules before interacting | Ask me or talk to me if you want to! | I think my screw's coming loose.

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1 year ago

I'm gonna rant because I am TIRED of gringos talking about brazilian politics without having the decency to research about it

No, "brazil banning x/twitter" is NOT THE SAME as the US trying to ban Tiktok. The US want to ban tiktok simply because it's chinese. Y'all can cry about personal data all you want, but in the end of the day it is because Tiktok is not from the US.

Brazil IS NOT BANNING TWITTER. Brazil wants Twitter to get rid of accounts that organized/fomented the attempted coup last year - which is, in fact, a crime. Elon refused to obey the SOVEREIGN DECISION OF BRAZIL, and is threatening to leave brazilian market (good riddance). As y'all can see: No, here in Brazil it is not "freedom of speech" when your speech is a CRIME. Same goes for racism, xenophobia, homophobia and so on. I am truly sorry that the US as a country has brainwashed most of their citizens to believe that freedom of speech is the human right to rule above all else, including human decency.

What I see online is obviously far right people talking shit about it, but my God if I see another goddamn liberal talk about my country the same patronizing way I am seeing right now, I might as well talk shit about yours too. The difference being that I do not see my country as the paragon of perfection and center of the world, contrary to some if not most US citizens

Fuck you to anyone who gets bothered by any english mistake I made. Got mad? LEARN PORTUGUESE THEN


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1 year ago
Some Quick Leo Sketch I Had In Mind While Listening To This Ost From Frieren.

some quick Leo sketch I had in mind while listening to this ost from Frieren.


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1 year ago

I think it’s weird how there’s a double standard when it comes to atheists. So if i tell a religious person that i’m atheist, they’ll start interrogating me about my life. They would just assume that my atheism is because of some trauma that happened to me.

And then they would assume that atheists know everything about the universe. They would show you a phenomenon or whatever and tell you to explain it. And if you don’t know, they’ll think it’s a “gotcha” moment. Yet they allow it when people who identify with their religion barely know anything about it.

Like you can’t expect an atheist to debate with you anytime. We’re not omnipotent. We don’t know every single thing about the world, just like they don’t know every single thing about their religion. They’re holding us on a higher standard. And the reason is obvious.


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1 year ago

PEEPAW WEEK

Day 1 - Peepaw

PEEPAW WEEK
PEEPAW WEEK
PEEPAW WEEK
PEEPAW WEEK
PEEPAW WEEK

Draw a classic peepaw!! in your own style. i liked this one. sorry i forgot his little cape. but why does he have a cape??? what is the purpose? this is the apocalypse why do you have a cape.?

anyway i hope you enjoy it. i know that the lighting doesn't make a lot of sense sorry about that. but hope you enjoy.


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1 year ago

lil something


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1 year ago

why is trying to make a new friend so embarrassing. hi. me again. asking for your attention once more even though i am literally just some random person to you. it's because i want to be not just a random person to you. please understand


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1 year ago
Gonna Post These Sketches Here Of A Blurple Villain Leo Because He Lives Rent Free In My Head @desceros
Gonna Post These Sketches Here Of A Blurple Villain Leo Because He Lives Rent Free In My Head @desceros

Gonna post these sketches here of a blurple villain Leo because he lives rent free in my head @desceros @gbao3


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1 year ago

A rant, which I typically don’t do.

You are NOT “transabled”. You are not “transid” or “transx” or whatever. YOU ARE AN ATTENTION SEEKER.

There are REAL people with REAL disabilities that struggle daily with ableism and depression because of their REAL disability, not the fake “UwU I’m so cute and silly! I have transautism transadhd transdepression transosdd transdid transfreckles transthisandthat!”

I get it-you want to feel like part of a group. You want attention, you want friends. But minimizing the struggles of real disabled people, or saying you have whatever when you DON'T is not the way to do it. Essentially, you’re just being ableist.

Tldr: Get off the internet, you’re not disabled.

Also, I HAVE autism, and I, a “cisautistic” person, find it absolutely horrific that people WANT to have autism. Sure, it may give me “superpowers”, but often, it just makes life harder. Disabilities MAKE LIFE HARDER. Be thankful that you have a body that works in the way it should, and a brain that makes life easier, not harder.


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1 year ago

Damn... I really want to see turtles with a reader who loves to give them love and care. Just something easy for the reader but so meaningful for the guys. And also compliments and praise! Maybe showering with kisses? God this would be so beautiful and sweet

rottmnt x gn reader

Raph just melts into you. Do this right before bed and it affects him the most. Will not let you leave without cuddling when you are so affectionate with him.

You fixing his bandana because it was slightly skewed? You’re getting kissed. You patting his cheek affectionately? You’re getting squeezed into a hug. You complimenting him and saying how much you love him? You are not leaving the lair without getting married.

Leo tries to act like he doesn’t like it, but you always notice that he’s grumpy if you don’t give him his daily time for when you make over him.

If you kiss his nose while tapping your fingers across his cheeks and complimenting him, he may be unable to form coherent sentences for the rest of the day.

Donnie thinks the compliments can be a little overwhelming if they’re not about his tech, but he’ll allow you to give some random physical affectionate from time to time. But the affectionate fond look he gets when you do something that means a lot to him is always worth it.

He likes to turn the tables on you to see your face light up. Forget about his reaction, he wants to see what you look like when he massages your hands because they’re sore and he loves you.

With Mikey, it’s almost a competition. Who can prove to the other that they are loved and cared for more?

It’s all fun and games of course, it doesn’t really matter at the end of the day. Even if he does whisper that he won into your hair at night when you sleep over or when he hugs you goodbye.


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1 year ago
Some Soft, Sweet And Domestic Moments For The Boys This Valentines Day!
Some Soft, Sweet And Domestic Moments For The Boys This Valentines Day!
Some Soft, Sweet And Domestic Moments For The Boys This Valentines Day!
Some Soft, Sweet And Domestic Moments For The Boys This Valentines Day!

some soft, sweet and domestic moments for the boys this valentines day!


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1 year ago

KOSA really highlights how much american law and companies dictate everything for the entire world, but how, unless you're american, there is not much you can do about it. i can't call or write a rep about KOSA because i'm not american, my representatives have no sway here, but if KOSA passes i'd have to give ID to access anything hosted in america. and because of how the world works, most things are based in the USA.

it affects the privacy and safety of non-citizens, of people who don't even live in the country, and yet because we aren't american, there's nothing we can do.

1 year ago

So apparently KOSA (2024 edition) is getting either thrown out until next year or put into effect in six days.

Update that's going in the main post at the top: it has enough support to pass.

It failed the last two times because people were voting against it.

This time, KOSA has traction among the pro-LGBTQ parties. Because nobody is fucking calling their bullshit and screaming from the rooftops that calling it the "Kids Online Safety Act" is misleading.

What will it passing do?

Nothing much, only prevent any education on LGBTQIA+ (it's that stupid fucking argument about us grooming kids again), shut down nearly every fandom space on the internet, and make it required for most big tech companies to have your ID.

Want to have resources for kids to discover their identity readily available? Yes? Then fucking speak up against this stupid fucking bill.

Fandom spaces like Tumblr, Twitter (? I thought the MAGA assholes liked Musk?), Tiktok, Archive Of Our Own, and any other website that hosts fanfic or fanart? Either shut down permanently, forced to uproot to a different country and down for a while (best case scenario, and they likely won't be able to send any data, and therefore fanfics, to the US), or gutted so that you only get to put G rated cishet ships on there, if any shipping at all. How to avoid that? I've already said it: Call your fucking representatives.

Want to avoid the fucking dystopic task of being legally obligated to give big tech your government issue ID? Again, cause an uproar. Call your goddamned representatives.

If they can pass this, the ripple effects could be catastrophic.

So, for fuck's sake, any Americans that can impact this stupid fucking bill and see this? Do everything in your power to shut it down because you have until February twenty sixth (26th) to send this bill back to where it belongs.

And if you can't do that? Reblog, copy my tags, and boost the signal.

Sorry not sorry for ranting, making you scroll through that, and swearing a probably excessive amount, but KOSA is a bill with a GLOBAL IMPACT being passed by ONE COUNTRY because some old people are scared of two guys with who were told they were girls kissing within five hundred miles of a child. Fuck this shit, I shouldn't have to worry about bad bills in America but I fucking do because I use the internet and would like to avoid mass censorship. Fuck this, fuck conservatives, and fuck the fact that some boomers make your country's policies.

Now, if you won't mind me, I'm going to be up until three in the morning downloading fanfiction or copying and pasting them into a a text file if I can't so I can read them by the end of the week.

1 year ago
I WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THIS

I WILL NEVER SHUT UP ABOUT THIS

NASA SUPPORTS THE AROS 😭😭😭😭😭

THERE IS NO GREATER ARO WIN FOR THIS ARO ACE PHYSICIST


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1 year ago

The best quality a fictional man can have is being deeply, pathetically, wretchedly in love with someone, I think


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1 year ago

Happy Valentine’s Day 💕

Happy Valentine’s Day 💕

Happy Valentine’s day everyone i love you lots!!! F!leo loves you too also so enjoy Hes being so stupid i love him for it


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1 year ago
"Buckle Up, Ladies" Happy Valentine's Day
"Buckle Up, Ladies" Happy Valentine's Day

"Buckle up, ladies" Happy Valentine's day


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1 year ago

god that's pathetic. do you wanna kiss ?


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1 year ago

What do you all study when you're doing art studies??


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1 year ago

Rise boys dating hcs

[tortil]

Donatello:

Rise Boys Dating Hcs

Rest in peace your peace of mind, it's gone now.

At first he tries to play it cool. Not contacting you too often, making it seem like he was totally chill about everything.

In reality his hand was itching to pick up the phone to text you about something he wanted to share.

You're his partner in crime, someone he drags to all of his ventures.

Be prepared to face looooooooong lectures about his newest inventions, especially if you say something incorrect.

Hates admitting it, but has a little extra sleeping space set up in his room in the hopes you'll stay over more.

Whilst he doesn't always really like touching, he's not as repulsed by touch as some people say (coming from an autistic person).

Yes he isn't touchy, nor does he constantly want to be touched, but he'll settle for pats on the back or leaning on your shoulder.

Whenever his brothers are scared to enter his lab due to his antics, they'll just send you in as a sacrifice.

Donnie has a tendency to make inventions to help you during fights.

He'd rather die before he'd admit it, but seeing you hurt greatly upsets him.

He also straight up just stalks you online and rummages through your computer remotely.

It's mostly so he can see what you're up to, and so he can learn your interests so he can act on them.

JEALOUS.

If you ever spent too much time around another guy it doesn't sit well with him.

I mean you have a handsome, insanely talented and oh so intelligent boyfriend, so what's this guy doing here?

Possessive of you when it comes to competing with others for your attention.

Secretly holds onto one hoodie you 'lost'.

Leonardo:

Rise Boys Dating Hcs

CLINGY

Actually gets upset when you don't spend time with him, and whill get in increasingly worse antics if you don't pay attention to him.

Will literally just portal into your home to hang out, good luck kicking him out lol.

Loves impressing you, and is constantly raising the bar to make you swoon.

Likes finding spots to take you out on dates to.

One of the more popular spots he takes you to is Hueso's. who is always relieved to see you with the trouble making turtle.

Speaking of trouble, get ready to save him from those messes, like at least twice a week.

Half of those times is because he's trying to save you from trouble, only to fall into it himself.

Please watch his skateboard tricks, he'll get sad if you don't look at him.

Wear blue clothes and he'll see it as matching. and he won't stop bragging about it.

Has quite a few pictures of you in his hoodies, also casually steals any oversized hoodies you own.

You guys share a wardrobe now.

There's one hoodie he stole that he will never give back because he thinks it looks really good on him.

Not really prone to jealousy either, sure he might get a little bit annoyed and drag you away. But it not because he feels inferior to them.

The two of you have a stable relationship and that's the most important thing to him.

A lot of movie marathons, especially Lou Jitsu, watch those with him and he'll be glued to your side forever.

Complains a lot every time you have to leave, if he had a choice in it, you'd just live in the lair permanently.

Raphael:

Rise Boys Dating Hcs

he just wants you safe above everything.

Surprisingly gentle with you, he loves holding your tiny hand in his bigger hand.

Likes holding you like some sort of teddy bear whilst he sleeps, so i hope you like being held in a crushing grip.

Bear hugs, he loves giving you bear hugs.

Does not like you fighting with them, as if might risk your health.

If you got an injury he would literally just start crying.

Will also cry when you yell at him.

This big guy will just stare at you with a quivering lip and puppy dog eyes if you're actually upset with him.

The idea of you not liking him actually makes him feel so bad.

You caught him following you home night after night so he could make sure you got home safe.

He fell over a trash bin, he was so embarrassed after.

Collects your shirts. Like whenever you accidentally forget a hoodie at the lair, you're not getting it back.

They smell like you, and that never fails to comfort him.

Sit on his shoulders, he absolutely loves it when you do that.

Whenever the two of you are in a crowd he immediately lifts you up and puts you on his shoulders so you can also see everything.

Bends over backwards for you, he might not be great at a lot of things, but if you ask him for help he will feel so proud of himself.

Give him a little kiss on the snout.

He does get jealous, but he doesn't really know how to handle his feelings around it.

He usually just quietly stands behind you and stare them down with this look of sheer rage on his face.

He would then immediately soften up and ask you about it.

Michelangelo:

Rise Boys Dating Hcs

baby

Picture all the fluff that comes with a relationship and there you go.

Clings to you, like arms and legs wrapped around your torso like some sort of koala.

Whenever you visit them in the lair, Mikey is practically bouncing off the walls with joy.

If he hears you're visiting, he will literally be unable to focus, just impatiently waiting for you to actually arrive.

Literally has a little list of things he wants to do whenever you hang out.

Cute little dates, whether that be doing things at the lair, or going out.

His favorite date is ordering pizza and playing video games together on the arcade machines.

Hold his hand, it would make him so happy. Then again he will refuse to let go.

Speaking of letting go

If you have to leave, he will literally cling to your legs, if you manage to get home you still have him to deal with.

Has your favorite drink and pizza memorized

SO GOOD AT CHEERING YOU UP.

Like you never leave his side upset, he always makes you feel better about even the worst of situations.

Talks about you a lot, to anyone who would listen, you're his first love, he's so excited about it.

has drawings of you guys together just going on adventures.

He also likes spending time at your place, he can stay there for literal hours if you allowed it.

Would be so happy if you let him paint on your face.

[guh]


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1 year ago

jobs for girls who can't focus and are tired all the time and aren't rlly that good looking and get startled easily


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1 year ago
Found A Few Hand Poses On Pinterest And Decided To Try It But They Look Really Bad 😭😭 So I’ll

Found a few hand poses on Pinterest and decided to try it but they look really bad 😭😭 so I’ll just post these ones- because I don’t know if I’ll make more-


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1 year ago

Hi! You're work is amazing! And I just saw your recent post, so I am here to gubernatorial you ✨️MOTIVATION✨️.

Now my idea is kinda simple/boring(?) But I'm in my feels so could we perhaps see F! Donnie hugging the reader from your fic???

Hope you stay happy and hydrated!

Hi! You're Work Is Amazing! And I Just Saw Your Recent Post, So I Am Here To Gubernatorial You ✨️MOTIVATION✨️.

“You don’t know how I’ve missed you…”

I loved this one hehehehe- of course I’m trying to teach myself how to draw again✨

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Donnie and Y/N haven’t seen each other for awhile- and it’s such a heartwarming thing for two old friends to reunite…though as he claims he’s uncomfortable with emotion- it’s more complex than one can think💜

ENJOY!!! (THE SKETCH)


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1 year ago

My personal Donatello Headcanons!

My Personal Donatello Headcanons!

In a relationship

I feel like it would take some time getting used to it. You guys would just act like best friends, and slowly go into the more ‘Coupley’ stuff.

He loves, loves, LOVES seeing you in his hoodies. His colour on.. you? Oh my, it makes his heart race.

When you guys cuddle, his little tail wags excitedly, and he can't help but churr at your warmth.

Sometimes when you sleep in his bed, you'll wake up in a nest of pillows, plushies, and soft blankets. (One time you woke up with Donnie staring at you, waiting for you to compliment his nest).

He can't help himself but smile and churr when you praise his hard work. (Ex. “Donnie, that looks amazing, you did such a good job!” You exclaimed at his AWESOME tech. And, then, Donnie hugged you, his churring vibrating through your body as he nuzzled his cheek against you.)

When sleeping with him, he likes to be the big spoon. He wants to protect you from the outside worlds’ harm.

He can't help but compliment you in front of his brothers, just to let them know that you are HIS girlfriend. He gets special treatment, not them. (Jealous Donnie🤭?)

When you wear shorts at the lair, expect Donnie to give you some pants, or a large hoodie to cover your thighs. He can't stare at them for too long, because he gets all worked up like an old Victorian man.


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1 year ago

Hi I really enjoyed your writing and i recently got interested in Tmnt and Rottmnt due to my sister watching the shows. I wondering if you can make headcanons about Rottmnt brothers as yanderes but the brothers more in tune with their turtle instincts. Like the yandere brothers try to court their darling but them not understanding and this frustrates the brothers. Thank you taking the time to look at this and I hope you are doing okay.

A/N, not important: You're so sweet, and this ask genuinely made me feel really happy. Although, just a quick disclaimer, I kind of took creative liberty with this because '"turtle instincts" are basically mate and leave, so.... Any criticism is welcome, constructive or not. This is supposed to be a gender neutral reader, so if I screwed up somewhere, please tell me.

-Ollie

CW: not very intense yandere(imo), possessive behaviors, territorial behaviors, animal instincts, biting, forced contact, dark themes

Words: 906

Summary: ROTTMNT with more turtle-ly instincts

Tag list: @f1oricide @itsyagurlchip @lordfreg @acutiewithagun @rottmnttmnt2012 @lixnininotnay @lexiechr @ssak-i

Michelangelo:

He’s somehow ever more clingy, constantly rubbing his cheeks against yours or resting his chin on your shoulder. He likes to have you with him, hissing or snapping his beak when you try to pull away.

He’s very vocal with you, constantly chirping happily or churring as you both cuddle, or giving off a high-pitched hiss if you’re doing something he doesn’t like. He doesn’t mean to, and he finds it slightly embarrassing.

Head butts you for attention. If you’re avoiding him, or doing something by yourself, he’ll just lean against you and softly knock his head against yours to silently voice his displeasure. He doesn’t like when you’re not paying attention to him, or hanging out with him. He wants to be involved with what you’re doing, and the easiest way he’s found is to just knock heads.

Lays in your lap and just retracts into his shell when he’s tired. He’ll just push himself onto you before disappearing into his shell, completely content. He knows you won’t move him while he’s tucked away, which gives him even more of an incentive to do it.

Box turtles have a homing range, which is the only area they’ll be in their entire lives. Mikey hates having you leave what he considers his range, growing agitated every time you mention going farther than the distance that spans his ‘territory’. His range would probably be all of New York, but if you ever mention leaving the state, Mikey won’t be happy. Not that you could ever leave him anyways, but just the thought makes him feel on edge.

Donatello:

More territorial with you. You’ve more or less been integrated into his space and become what he considers ‘home’. He doesn’t like leaving you for long because you’re his space, his happy place. 

Bites you randomly, especially when you’ve annoyed him. He has a strong bite, so he tries to hold back from accidentally severely injuring you, but he can’t help chomping when you push his buttons or try to leave.

He likes to be in the water with you. There’s most likely some form of clean water, pool–esque area in the lair, so sometimes he’ll just drag you over and lay in the water with you. He’s an aquatic turtle, and the water is soothing to him. If you can’t swim, or just really don’t like to be in the water, he’ll situate you on his chest or back as he floats on the surface.

Drags you under piles of blankets and pillows to cuddle with him. Since he can’t burrow, nor truly wants to, his blanket forts are the next best thing to him. He’ll always have some premade pile of soft things somewhere, either in his room or lab. If he wants attention, or to just be near you, he’ll drag you under the pile with him and just hold on tight.

Raphael:

More territorial of you, doesn’t like you leaving his sight. He can protect you when you’re near him, but if you wander off, he’s basically helpless to help you. His worry and his need to keep you safe causes him to keep you close at all times.

Aggressive when you’re with others. Because of his more territorial nature, he hates seeing other people near you or interacting with you. He doesn’t trust anyone else, which ends up with him usually intimidating or fighting everyone you're close to into leaving you alone.

Bites you randomly as you’re laying with him. Whether he’s holding you close and suddenly chomps on your shoulder, or is just talking with you before biting at your hand, it doesn’t matter. He just has the urge to bite you, almost like he’s teething. He tries to not do it hard, especially since it’s usually your shoulder/neck, but he’s left teeth imprints before.

Like to just grab you. He’ll just wrap his arms around you in a hug, or rest his hands on your shoulders. He tries to not accidentally grip too hard, but he can’t help but hang onto you when he’s feeling lonely.

Leonardo:

Likes to touch your face and drum his fingers over your cheeks. If you pull away, he’ll get upset because it’s just one of the ways he shows his love. If you keep trying to get him to stop, it’ll only make him do it more often because he feels like you’re rejecting his love, rather than the action. Usually churrs softly as he flutters his fingers across your skin in an attempt to make you accept it.

Basks on you. If you’re laying down on the couch, he’ll lay on top of you and completely stretch out, especially if there’s some light source shining on you both from nearby. 

He likes being able to lay on you and warm up, finding you cozy as well as appreciating the fact you can’t exactly get away from him. You’re right there with him, and there’s nothing you can do about it.

Nips at your fingers if they’re in front of him. Like if you’re holding his cheek, he’ll nip and kiss your palm. He never bites hard, usually only nibbling on your skin while holding you.

Very vocal, constantly churring or rumbling while with you. He doesn’t usually hiss at you unless you’re actively trying to get away from him. He’ll nuzzle his beak against your face while churring, unable to stop the habit.


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1 year ago

hey so the rottmnt boys tend to think their appearance would be an issue in attracting someone to them. So how do you think they would deal with a s/o who one day unprompted, the boys are just doing normal things, is like “It’s frustrating how everything you do is so attractive to me” and s/o hides face in pillow and makes a groaning noise, like they can’t contain themselves, but are trying too. S/o ends up giving their boys a massive smooch once they get themselves out of their pillow confinement?

thanks so much for sending this in! I've been dying to get some more tmnt requests! I don't write for Mikey unless I'm feeling super inspired specifically for him, so sorry about that. Hope you enjoy!

Leonardo: He may be the self proclaimed "face-man," but we all know that he deals with quite a bit of insecurity. Growing up watching movies with attractive people who look nothing like you can be discouraging, as can having to live in the sewers your whole life because the humans in the above-ground-world would see you as a hideous monster. While dating you, he never once took you for granted, because he knew how fortunate he was to have you. I don't think he would ever intentionally tell you about his insecurities, but it wouldn't be hard to figure out. So when you tell him that, and get so frustrated at your own lack of control over yourself and your emotions, it flusters him. He'd be so grateful that you shoved your face into the pillow because that meant that you wouldn't be able to tell just how flustered he was. He would try to cooly play it off as if it meant nothing to him, but the breathy tone to his voice, and the slight shake of it as he spoke gave it away.

"Well what did you expect? You didn't seriously think that you could be immune to my charm, did you?"

Raphael: I think that Raphael would be a bit more open about his emotions and insecurities with you, not completely, or all the time, but he would most certainly be better at communicating with you when he struggles than Leo would. He most likely told you when the two of you began dating that he was surprised that someone as attractive as you would ever want to go out with a big, scary mutant like him. It would probably take quite some time for your affirmations to sink in and become believable for him, he would appreciate your compliments, but it wouldn't be until much later in the relationship that he would be able to genuinely believe that you thought he was handsome. He might become more accustomed to your compliments, and I doubt that he would ever outright deny them, but I think it would be a while for him to stop doubting, if ever. But whenever you complimented him, especially out of the blue or unprompted, he would become so, so, so soft. His eyes would get all big, a smile as bright as the sun would be exposed by his lips stretching back against his beak, and a slow, steady thump, thump, thump would be heard from his heavy tail banging against the nearest surface.

"You're just too sweet, Doll."

Donatello:

Probably the most insecure out of all the brothers. Though it was all out of love, his brothers (especially Leo) teased him a lot growing up, and he had spent a good amount of time feeling inferior to theme in any way that didn't involve brains. He had been keenly aware of the fact that they would most likely all never find love, but he had convinced himself that even if by some miracle his brothers were able to, that he would never have the privilege. He wasn't big and strong like Raph, or confident and outgoing like Leo, or as friendly and cute as Mikey. He was a cold, introverted man who only knew how to navigate his tech. So when he got into a relationship, as happy as he was, he was always waiting for the other shoe to drop. He was convinced that it was all just a moment's lapse of judgement on their part, and that soon they would realize their mistake, and leave him behind. Because of that mindset, he had endeavored to savor every single moment he spent with his partner, he lavished them with every gift he could think of, and made sure that, even though he wasn't overly affectionate by nature, that they never forgot, even for a second, how much they meant to him, even if he was convinced that he cared for them much more than they could ever care for a monster such as himself. He would never admit these insecurities to them, he did not want them to feel obligated to reassure him, he didn't want to bring them down, but it was clear to them with the look of pure shock and disbelief that he let slip whenever they complimented him, and so they continued to, in hopes that they could crack through his walls, and convince him that they loved him just as much as he loved them. And every time they looked his way, no matter how long they were together, or would be together, it would feel like a gift from the highest of deities, a blessing for their most loving devotee. He may never fully stop viewing himself as a "monster," but it was okay, so long as he was theirs.

"If Ceres was graced with the gift of the Sun's praise, my dear, it would not feel a googolth of what I do when you so much as gaze in my direction."

(can you tell who's my favorite lol) REQUESTS ARE OPEN


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1 year ago

The Rise boys have a nightmare about you.

[can be seen as platonic, romantic, go nuts just don't be weird]

Donatello:

The Rise Boys Have A Nightmare About You.

Donnie was never one to get emotional, usually logic kept him in checkk.

So why was he shaking as he sat up in bed? He wanted to see you, but he couldn't just show up to your door looking pathetic. That's how he said for about an hour, before he finally got out of bed, putting his gear on.

When he got to your room, he repeatedly knocked on your window. When you opened him and asked why he was literally climbing into your room at 3 AM, he obviously didn't tell you the truth.

He just needed to check in on you, you weak human. Oh and also he needs to rant your ears off about his new invention. All the while he's doing his best not to shake.

At least he knows you're safe now.

Leonardo:

The Rise Boys Have A Nightmare About You.

Leonardo was up before he was even fully awake.

For all his ego, he knew he was absolutely terrified of actually losing you. But he couldn't just show you how upset he was due to his nightmare. Tears streamed down his face as he sent you message after message until you finally woke up, texting him as to why he was bothering you so late.

He calmed himself down slightly, telling you to meet him at the skate park, not even asking. Obviously he'd bring you there, he was a gentleman after all.

When he showed up to your house, his heart swelled with relief. You were pulled into a hug, Leo feeling relieved that nothing happened to you. He pulled you outside by your hand.

His nightmare pushed to the back of his mind.

Raphael:

The Rise Boys Have A Nightmare About You.

Raphael was already tearing up when he sat up.

For a while he was just sitting there, curled up like some sort of sad oversized teddy bear. For all his brutish looks he cared deeply for you and his brothers. So when that nightmare messed up his night, it wasn't too surprising.

You were asleep not too far away, snoring away on a mattress. Seeing you asleep across the room somewhat eased him, but thick tears continued to slowly drag down his face.

His massive frame got out of bed, laying on the ground next to you and pulling you tightly into his arms. You obviously woke up, a sobbing snapping turtle holding you like a teddy bear.

But you didn't have the heart to tell him off.

Michelangelo:

The Rise Boys Have A Nightmare About You.

Mikey's pillow was pretty much drenched as his own sobbing woke him up.

His nightmare left the more sensitive mutant greatly upset. You were one of the people he cared about most, so he couldn't stand the thought of losing you.

The orange turtles emotional state was so bad it woke up his brothers and father. He got his words out between sobbing, the others trying to figure out how to handle it.

You were woken up by the turtles waiting outside for you, Raph practically picking you up and dragging you back to the lair so you can comfort his little brother.

Mikey was clinging to your leg the entire night, near hyperventilating.

[i died four hours ago]


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1 year ago

RotTMNT bois with !reader who can do SO MUCH ART.. like, they learned to crochet/knit/needlefelt/paint all the things/cross stitch/shrinky dinks/nail art/resin stuffs! Like, !reader learned all these things and then made the bois (yes all of them, if !reader made one craft they made other stuff for the brothers) stuff they thought all the bois might like.. reader can be any gender.. all that matters is ART

RotTMNT Bois With !reader Who Can Do SO MUCH ART.. Like, They Learned To Crochet/knit/needlefelt/paint

Artist!Reader

RotTMNT Bois With !reader Who Can Do SO MUCH ART.. Like, They Learned To Crochet/knit/needlefelt/paint

RotTMNT x gn!reader

Warnings: fluff... that's it, short

A/N: sorry for the late post. It's been a long week.

RotTMNT Bois With !reader Who Can Do SO MUCH ART.. Like, They Learned To Crochet/knit/needlefelt/paint
RotTMNT Bois With !reader Who Can Do SO MUCH ART.. Like, They Learned To Crochet/knit/needlefelt/paint
RotTMNT Bois With !reader Who Can Do SO MUCH ART.. Like, They Learned To Crochet/knit/needlefelt/paint

Donnie

He hangs up every piece of art you make him

In his room

In his lab

It doesn't matter

Your art is hung next to Mikey's

If someone mentions that they like something

Donnie excitedly tells them you made it

He may not be an art connoisseur but he loved whatever you made

He doesn't mind that you horde art supplies cause...

Well just look at his lab

Leo

Loves your art

Watercolor, sketches, oil paint, colored pencils?

Doesn't matter

He loves it

Hung up all over his room

And don't worry

Leo would pose for you too

Hording art supplies?

He'll help you organize it

Mikey

Art trades

Anything you've ever made him are hung up

In his room, in the kitchen

Mikey will set up days where both of you just paint and draw

He loves those days

Your favorite snacks, favorite drinks

He'll paint you, making sure to hang it up in his room after

And don't worry if your horde art supplies, he does too

Raph

Almost cried the first time you give him something

He keeps everything

His favorite one is hung right by his bed so he can look at it whenever he wants to

He's so happy, tail thumping every single time you bring something

He likes watching you paint, draw, whatever

He finds it relaxing

He also likes looking at all your art supplies

He checks it regularly to see if he could restock anything


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