I Saw This A Few Minutes Ago.

[051222] I have absolutely no motivation AT ALL…. How am I supposed to do ANYTHING like this !?

There are screams inside me that I can't stop. Even though I try to keep my face still, I'm afraid that one day I'll dissolve and disappear. I have to continue to stay calm. Calm down, relax. Don't show your feelings. Just don't.

Red squirrel/ekorre. 

October mood.

I Have No Better Plan.

from here

it’s a chilly autumn morning. you are snuggled in bed, vaguely aware of a rhythmic pattering on your roof, and dim cool light in your room. you fall back to sleep, dreaming of nothing but warmth and comfort. you awaken again, a few seconds before a a soft rumbling of thunder sounds. you have nothing to do today but listen and enjoy

finally able to explore the city i’ve lived in for over a year.

Blue winter day.

Anyway on a lighter note in the vein of the “let yourself be a beginner” post:

I love it and I wish people would work on the skill of being a beginner

bc it really IS a skill. it’s acquired and honed.

being willing to learn to find humor in the process of learning and your mistakes. learning to tolerate frustration and confusion. learning to pace yourself when you want to rush past discomfort. learning how you like to learn. and should the time come—learning to take take critique and correction.

please please please work on being a beginner you never know what you may fall in love with and who you might meet thru your interests