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Murdoc rant

Tumblrs been doing the “everything is black and white” thing with him lately by forgetting that the shit he does is generally supposed to be cartoony and over exaggerated, and acting like because of his abusive behavior hes a one dimensional dick bag with no redeeming qualities whatsoever and saying anyone who likes him is an “abuse apologist.”

But the entire point is that hes a morally dark grey character who vacilates because his trauma and self destruction are in a constant battle with the healing and love he gets from his found family.

He wrote Broken and To Binge because he was destroyed after loosing Noodle and was guilty about what he did to 2d. (theres nothing you can say to him/her, he is an outer heart/ I am without a heart and the space has been broken) (I’ll wait to be forgiven, maybe I never will, my star has left me to take the bitter pill that shattered feeling well the cause of it’s a lesson learned)

Not to mention that the entire FOUNDATION of gorillaz is murdoc using his success to constructively take revenge on his abusers and that means so fucking much to me.

People hate and harass 2doc shippers for the same reason that they hate Murdoc but like.

WE JUST WANT TO FIX SHIT

They are written in such an unhealthy way even though theyre constantly queerbaited and muds keeps having redemption relapses

And fuck we just want them to grow and be happy

Even if you dont intemperate them as romantic 2d is the first person that was ever nice to Murdoc, or that he could ever call his friend of family and you can tell how much he cares about him. 

Even though he took it back, when murdoc said meeting 2d was the best moment of his life he was probably being dead serious. he owes everything to 2d. hes the main reason that murdoc ever experienced success or love and thats probably why he calls 2d godlike when he compliments him.

But these feeling are new and scary and hes scared of being hurt so he treats him like shit.

And the whole reason i love this pairing is i feel like only 2d can fix murdoc, but only after murdoc fixes what hes done to him, weather its romantic or not.

They need to work with and bond with each other specifically to gat better.

I just think that cat dad Giles >>>>

tumblr will always be a better website than twitter because you can only retweet a tweet once, whereas on this website if i really like a post i can make my followers scroll past it twelve times in a row

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Last song: humility by Gorillaz

Last movie: Downfalls High

Currently watching: Greys Anatomy and NCIS

Currently reading:  Not the Life It Seems: The True Lives of My Chemical Romance by Tom Bryant

Currently craving: Beignets (its a Louisiana thing)

Tags: (idk why but i feel bad tagging people but at the same time i dont) @moonlit-void-to-the-far-unknown @hazeleyesvioletskies @bakerkells @camdennanomi 

This came to me when I was attempting to explain Noodle's backstory over dinner

Spike in Xander’s shirt and back in his own in 4x11 ‘Doomed’

~pls don’t respost, each set takes hours~

What to do if you find yourself homless- written by someone who has actually been homeless

Most important: Spend the money you have on a motel. Churches probably will not actually help and shelters can be dangerous or turn you away. At a motel you have free breakfast, access to running water, and a lockable place to sleep. Do not waste money on a gym membership like the popular version of this post says to do, YMCA memberships are like $40.

2. Contact family and friends. Now is not the time to worry about being a burden. Your survival and safety comes first and that is all that matters, anyone worth having in your life will agree.

3. Start a gofundme. Even if someone can’t offer you a place to stay, they might be willing to toss out $5 so you can eat today.

4. Libraries have free wifi. Apply to any and all jobs you can think of if you aren’t already working.

5. Any home is a good home. Even if it’s a dingy apartment in a bad neighborhood. If its cheap and you can afford it, snatch it up. 

6. Pancake mix and peanut butter are filling, cheap, and last a long time.

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WHY CAN I HEAR THIS?!?!

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She probably just looked at El Diablo for longer then two seconds and he was like “I’lL sHoW it tO yOU iF YoU wAnT”

This bird is called the Buffy Hummingbird.

Buffy Anne Hummingbird

Buffy the Hummingbird

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