Brainrot

Agoti, my beloved, you’re pretty darn rad.

My taste in men is absurd. (Not actually-)

I think Ozzie from absolute Batman is fine.😫

Nobody:

Dick Grayson and Jason Todd:

Saw someone I follow reblog this and knew I just had to once I started reading it. [Was gonna reblog what they said with this but wasn't sure if that was ok.]

I have testimonies you'd be surprised to hear. I wasn't ever forced into Christianity, it was a choice I made myself and there's sincerely not a single thing I regret about it other then not growing up with the Lord when I was younger. If I had a chance I'd make this post longer- so long it probably wouldn't even wanna post.

God truly loves everyone. There's nothing more in this world that He wants then His kids coming home to Him again. We share the gospel and spread the word of the Lord or bring Him into a conversation because we love Him and want you to be saved too. It's got nothing to do with putting you down, annoying you or out of bad intent.

Christians don’t tell you about Jesus because we are trying to add one more member to our religion. We do it because we believe you’ll be in eternal trouble if you don’t hear about Him. We’re worried for you. In other words, Christians tell you about Jesus because we love you. This may not always be the case, but usually it is. We may come across as annoying or intrusive. We understand. But if you saw someone standing in a burning house, would you watch them burn just to keep from bothering them, or would you run into that house and pull them out? We love you. Do you really believe we would hold ourselves up to ridicule if we didn’t really believe our testimony was true? We know we are going to get called names and laughed at for talking about Jesus. We do it anyway. Why? Because we believe. And we consider it more important that people are saved than that our pride is preserved. Consider this: Maybe something that Christians are willing to get insulted, humiliated, even wounded just to talk to people about is actually worth listening to. People don’t just run into a burning house for no reason.

Y'all, 2021 has been crazy. Definitely one of the toughest years of my life. During the course of the beginning of the year I was a fumbling mess, not knowing where to go and what to do. Basically a ball of walking anxiety. But the Lord blessed me and I don't have it anymore- Which has helped me a lot with navigating life since it's one of the things not holding me back anymore. But around June/July I had a separation period where I lost everyone I knew (friend wise.). I went months with no one other then family(Just this December I got back into talking with people again/online). But in that time was the time I needed with God, and I've not only become a far better person but have grown a closer relationship to Him too. He's made me realize a lot of things so I'm hopeful for 2022 and kicking it off with a bang. I hope you wonderful people have an amazing 2022! And a sincere and genuine thank you to those who have made an effort to talk/speak with me(or those that just sent in a nice comment!). Even if it was just a small conversation it actually meant more then you could think.

ON EVERYONE'S SOULS WE BRINGING BACK THIS ANIMATION MEME 🙏🏻🙏🏻

Toast boys birthday.

Uh October 1st is apparently Vincent's birthday ( or I could be wrong this is just from what people say in their Vincent posts)

Alright this is weird but this is essentially what pops into my head when certain character birthdays come up. (And I figured it be a wacky way to start of October)

I'm a little self-conscious about this which is why it's being scheduled to post so late at night, and why I won't be adding many tags.

flowey's warning has always been ridiculously hilarious to me bc it technically just implies he's waddled up to sans like "hiiii i'm the one ruining ur life. also im God. capital G, xoxo" n got his ass absolutely flattened back into the dirt

flowey U are so embarrassing i love u so much

but yknow. if there's one thing flowey's picked up from sans beating his ass over and over, it's how to serve boss monster Cunt

so all's well i suppose

Psalm 77 ~ Only One Solution Out of Despair

Thursday, April 10, 2025 -- Good morning to our Father God in heaven -- yesterday the verse I was meditating on the sentence that kept sticking is "My soul refused to be comforted." I have been there - how strange that we would refuse comfort and consolation. What stubbornness at times to feel better. I admit a time a few weeks ago, the thought kept coming, "Read your Bible, Read your Bible" and I continued to sit, my Bible on my lap, watching some mindless show -- refusing the comfort the Lord wanted to bring me from His Word. Oh may it never be again! But Praise God when we turn to Him -- He is always there. How kind, how patient, how forgiving and how loving this great God Almighty that made us is! On to verse 3, we read:

 When I remember God, then I am disturbed; When I sigh, then my spirit grows faint. Selah.

Oh I talk to a number of women, myself included, when we remember God in our musings -- we are disturbed (disquieted, murmur, groan, rage, be troubled). "God I know You are there why didn't you stop that, help me, do something!" Been there, I have, mine more was, "God why didn't you stop that? Where were you when.....?" You get the idea -- you fill in the blanks with your own trouble. We are troubled by the thought that the Lord didn't step in troubles us by what He allowed in His world with His creature(s) and our circumstance(s). This is where trusting God comes in -- this is not the end. We have to trust that He is Sovereign, Wise and Loving and by what He allowed -- we trust Him that it was the best and most loving thing to do for all and we may not get the answers we want here (Deuteronomy 29:29). We don't understand that a loving Father in heaven deems it best for us not to know! So we trust God in the long hard night. If we don't, like the Psalmist we will sigh and our spirits will grow faint through unbelief that He loves and cares for us, discontent with the people and circumstances in our lives, leading us to be anxious and angry leading us to the pit of self-pity and despair. Oh may we ask to trust the Lord when the Dark Nights comes to trust Him all the more until the sun breaks forth and we walk in the unfolding of His Light (Psalm 119:130).

Wednesday, April 9, 2025 -- Because of days of suffering that the psalmist tells us about -- we know these are days of trouble and he sought the Lord. In the night it sounds like he is having trouble sleeping and that will make any of us pretty weary, very quickly. I don't know about you but when I can't sleep it is because of the old monster -- worry. It comes and instead of us turning it away (we will learn in this Psalm how to turn worry away) we invite it in make tea and scones and entertain it. Worry never comes alone buy brings the worst friends that have some of the darkest imaginations with the worst case scenarios. The Psalmist says in verse 2:

In the day of my trouble I sought the Lord; In the night my hand was stretched out without weariness; My soul refused to be comforted.

I came upon this article today. As a Biblical counselor, I find it is serious and hard work. People come to counseling in some of the worst times of their lives and need help. I know I cannot fix, but need to point them to the Savior. Often this is daunting -- for all do not want to go there (not only them but us -- we want a quick fix). But there is no quick fix that requires no effort and/or pain. So as I was getting ready to teach Trusting God, I found this article which encouraged my heart. I hope you enjoy it with me and I am praying it edifies you and brings you closer to Jesus. Happy Wednesday.

Don't Worry by David Powlison.

Tuesday, April 8, 2025 -- Days of suffering -- Basic Training to serve in the battle for the Lord Jesus and His saints. The suffering we encounter in the troubles of life is as a soldier who first enlists. They are put through rigorous exercises to build teamwork, resilience that will be needed for the battles ahead and strength with submission to authority. In our times the word suffering has fallen on hard times. We want comfort and ease; we don't like the world suffering much less the experience. Yet this is the way of the Lord our Master and Savior and we are even told in Hebrews 5:8 that Jesus learned obedience by the things that He suffered. How can we expect less?

Psalm 77:1 -- My voice rises to God, and I will cry aloud; My voice rises to God, and He will listen to me.

It is an act of faith to TURN TO THE LORD when we are suffering and trust He will listen. Respectfully express your angst to Him. He is listening His Word says so and He does not lie (Hebrews 6:18). There is no one else to go to -- there never really was. When you are His -- trust He is with you in all things to strengthen you for the battle of each day and call upon Him. Let it be our voices today that rise up to Him and cry aloud and trust He will listen as well as He did then. May our dear Father God in heaven forgive us when we wrongly assume that our suffering means He doesn't listen or even worse that He doesn't care (1 Peter 5:7). We merely do not have all the intel needed in our day and time to make that very wrong assumption.

Monday, April 7, 2025 -- Days of inward trouble must be days of turning to Thee especially when we feel you are no where to be found in our life, hearts and mind or worse, in the worst of time, you didn't seem to rescue us. We reached out our hand for help and all seemed dark and empty. I used the word "seemed" because it is an illusion of the grief we feel in our hearts that keeps us in the darkness. YOU ARE THERE. YOU ARE EVERYWHERE AT ONCE IN 100% PRESENCE. Please let me keep seeking until the sun comes out again and the sky is blue and sunny and I know You are there and I am not alone. Please do not let me turn to lesser gods as eating, drinking, cutting, sleeping, forbidden entertainments, inordinate worries, angst, self-pity or even trying to leave earth by my own hand (and many other ways as our hearts our idol makers). Let me keeping asking, seeking and knocking until you answer, reveal and open. Please know if you are in my circle of influence -- I have prayed for you today. Amen.

Source: Psalm 77 ~ Only One Solution Out of Despair

I'm very excited to play five nights of flirting. I just need it to open. 😭