Oh my god the s/o choosing you thing really struck a chord with me. Early in my shifting journey when I thought I was close I had a dream about one of my s/os finding me and carrying me out of this house I was hiding in. And while I was in his arms he said something like, "You're not ready for me yet."
Before that happened I had been SO SURE that I was ready to shift. That night I deliberately tried to make myself dream about him – thinking I'd see him, realise it was a dream, and then be able to shift from a lucid dream. But frankly, I embarrassed myself that day.
I spent that whole dream scared and running away from things and hiding and it made me realise that he was right. I probably wasn't ready to shift yet. Or, at the very least, I wasn't ready to shift THERE yet.
Fast forward a year or so and I've been getting all these signs and dreams again and it's right after I've gotten this newfound confidence in myself and rediscovered my inner strength. So I'm honestly glad my s/o showed up in that dream and went, "Girl, no. It's not time yet." Because I would rather go into that reality being a total badass than running and hiding and being a scared little victim all the time.
Permashifting the fuck outta here.
Things ain’t going great and I’m tired. Tired of it all. Time to live the reality I want to live
So it's actually been surprisingly easy to remember to practise throughout the day. I think it might be because lately I keep noticing a lot of angel numbers, so because I knew I was already checking the clock a lot I told myself, "Every time I look at the time I'll remember to say, 'I shifted!' and do my visualising."
The visualisations have NOT been clear at all, but I'm hoping that telling myself a little story about what I'm up to right now in my DR and just thinking about the fun and frustrations of everyday life will be enough to get my subconscious working on the problem. I've definitely thought more about my DR in a single day than I have probably ever.
Did half of shiftblr block me or something? I swear my feed only has, like, four posts in it at any one time now.
I've never made a mood board before in my life so please go easy on me. I just saw everyone posting theirs and decided I wanted to give it a go... but not tell anyone what my DR is?
Maybe this will serve as a teaser and I'll eventually tell you guys more about this DR if there's interest. But for now I'm too shy so... no context mood board! 😅
Petition to change the shifting lexicon
Me, every time.
not being able to choose a dr to shift to is messing with my head 😭
do I shift to my spiderverse dr?? my batfam dr?? my mha dr?? should I make new ones since those interactive fictions I love so much won’t leave my brain??
I really need to choose. like yesterday, I lay down, was like “I’m in my spiderverse dr” and then my thoughts start wandering and I confuse myself 💀
✨ "A pocketful of stardust and a heart full of dreams." 🌙💖
~*~*~ Paraphrased entry from my diary because I have no-one to talk to about this stuff and I'm really excited ~*~*~
A few weeks ago I remembered a dream I had back in November 2023. It was about someone I'm interested in romantically in one of my DRs, and it ended with him saying the words, "You need to get stronger, little one." In the context of the dream and my shifting journey in general, I took it to mean I wasn't ready to shift and meet him yet, that I had more work to do.
Fast forward a year and I'd kind of forgotten about it. When I did remember it again, I also remembered the things I'd been testing out around that time and realised I'd kind of gotten off track a bit. I also realised I hadn't dreamed about him in a year, even though I used to dream about him a lot, for years and years.
So I decided to try and influence my subconscious with this thought: "When I'm getting close to shifting, I'll dream about him again and in the dream [some specific details relating to past dreams that will happen differently this time]." Well, the dream didn't happen that night as I'd hoped it would. In fact it's been weeks, so long I'd forgotten I'd even set that affirmation. Until last night.
Last night I dreamed about him again, and all the details I specified were there. In fact it was even better than what I'd asked for. So, according to my subconscious: shit's imminent. I can't wait.
All right, kids, this question has been on my mind for a long time after I noticed a trend in people's success stories, but now I'm hearing some very adamant opinions in the AP community and I'm curious to see if I'm right.