Sk8ter Boi X Jock 🛹⚽️

The progression of Jaewon looking at Jihyun (ep 3+4)

oh this is such bullshit

aspec culture is looking back at all your “crushes” growing up and realizing they just seemed like cool people and you wanted to be their friend

my best friend’s room is full of plants and paintings and snippets of memories and it continues to be one of my favorite places. xx

I wanna cut my hair but what if I enjoy it too much and accidentally come out

if u see this can u rb with ur ranking of biology, physics, and chemistry please and ty <3

Summer and Monsoon

there's something so inherently queer in the way The Eighth Sense is being acted and ESPECIALLY in the way it's being filmed, and the cinematography and editing choices that keep taking my goddamn breath away.

the almost pain in the longing of short, broken glances to avoid being caught staring, the eyes darting over his whole face instead of lingering too long on his eyes or lips, the tentative broaching of conversation and testing of boundaries that only happens with that level of anxiety in a queer relationship

the constant fear of "what if he's not?" "what if i'm mistaken?" "what if i step too far?" which straight people rarely have to worry about, because at worst if you ask another straight person out you'll get meanly turned down, but if you're queer and you ask a straight person out the reaction could be SO bad, so you're scared and you're withholding but you're just WANTING

there are whole scenes where their friendship is clearly blooming and they both forget their sexualities and they're just having fun like they do with other people

and then there's always a moment where it THUDS back home again. the wetsuits. the showers. outside the bar. on the beach. where they're both so clearly HYPERAWARE of themselves and each other and feeling so exposed and so so scared but still desperate to be near each other

jaewon and jihyun are in parallel states of just YEARNING so badly that it makes my heart ache and my breath catch every time one of those scenes appears