Love-nol - To Myself On Hard Days

I heard so many people talk about romanticizing your life and at first it was annoying but then I was eating an apple and it was red and sweet and I was making an effort to conciously and slowly enjoy my apple because that's what my therapist told me to try to be more in the moment and it was the best apple I ever ate. I ate it slow and really payed attention to the sweetness and the sourness and I was sitting outside under some trees and there was a breeze and I thought: This is a perfect moment, and one day I will wish I had the opportunity to sit here and conciously eat this apple and be happy. Anyways. Try making a big deal out of small things.

he will never be too much for me. i want him to hug me until the last possible second, i want him to tell me how happy i make him every five minutes, i want him to tell as many people as he can about me, i want him to text me and tell me how much he misses me two minutes after i leave, i want him to send me songs and tumblr posts that remind him of me, i want him to tell me about his day, i want to listen to him infodump, i want to just listen to him. i will never tell him that he is too much because he isn’t. he’s my boy and i want everyone to know it.

Favorite of the #pascalisms ❤

to put it simply, the right people will get you. you will not have to fight for breadcrumbs of love. you will not have to beg for attention. the right people will love you freely and easily, and will carve out space in their life for you. the right people will check up on you on your bad days & laugh with you on your good. you will find friends who embrace every part of you, and who will push you to grow. someday, any trace of those who hurt you will be filled with warmth from those who never will.

alternatives to “i want to die”:

i want things to change

i want a different life

today was a shitty day/week

i don’t want to live like this

i want to be somewhere else in life

i’m not where i want to be yet

+ much more

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