The reason seasons 12 and 15 are so Destiel heavy is because they were building up their closeness knowing they were going to kill Cas at the end and leave Dean behind heartbroken. They were making the audience as invested as Dean is in their relationship to make us as heartbroken.
I should also include S6/7 in this. Everything leading up to the pinnacle TMWWBK episode, and ultimately Cas' death. Dean's depression and first widowers arc in S7.
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i’ve also loved the headcanon that when cas pulled dean out of hell and was rebuilding his soul and body, that part of cas’ grace got intertwined with dean’s soul (possibly why he can take some of the hits he does) and that part of dean’s soul got intertwined with cas’ grace (possibly why he’s so empathetic towards humans)
however, it makes every time cas dies, especially the ending death, twenty times sadder. because now when cas dies a literal part of dean dies inside of him as well. the grace that dean was unknowing relying on disappears, making him weak.
Steve helpfully offering his hand to everyone boarding the boat, only to get ignored or unnoticed every single time. that’s it, that’s the post
kind of weird how parts of your soul are left in various locations without any warning… like yes i’m always at the top of that hill, sitting at the bus stop, in the cool light of the Japanese restaurant, standing at the pier etc etc
Dean: *suicidal and more depressed than we’ve ever seen him*
Cas: I’ll handle this *rushes to closet for a little outfit*
the going gets tough & the angel dresses up as one of dean’s sexual fantasies so he won’t kill himself
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Im so ready to see Will suffering, not in a bad way of course, just the fact that he will probably be in his main character era again and noah is clearly going to slay that performance trust me.
I cant take it anymore, I’m angry, annoyed, sad, excited, and underwhelmed.