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when literally no label describes my attraction right and i don’t identify closely to the ones that get close

(i call myself a lesbian. i identify with the term lesbian, and it feels right—more so than bisexual did. but i have a very, very small amount of attraction to guys i get really emotionally close to, even then i’m not sexually attracted to them. like i can imagine myself having sex with a woman but not a man ever. which is why i call myself lesbian, esp irl when i don’t wanna explain all of this.

but i’m scared that when i do find a guy who i get really close to, and i like him and want to date him without being sexually intimate with him, then people are going to say “but you’re not a lesbian now!”

AND IT’S SO FRUSTRATING. it was never a problem when i was with my ex, because i couldn’t imagine myself with a man period when i was with her, but now that we’ve broken up i feel like i might like my guy best friend but i don’t want to tell people because they’re going to tell me i’m not a lesbian.

i’ve heard about some labels that kind of describe me (berrisexual being one of them) but none of them feel RIGHT to me the way that lesbian does. but i’m still having these sort of romantic feelings and it’s SO. CONFUSING.

if any other queer people have any tips, pleaaassseeee comment or reblog. this is so conflicting and i don’t know where to go from here

Kashmir, Pahalgam.

The terrorists checked for their IDs, their Hinduness before shooting them.

THEY SAY WHAT THE DEVIL CANT DO

HES GONNA SEND A WOMAN TO

after you leave, i fall in love with everything.

with winged eyeliner and oak trees,

the rain and my own sanity. for a moment,

i catch myself thinking—is this what true love

feels like? and maybe it is. maybe it is.

reblog if people r allowed to send u asks as if theyre ur friend. wanna tell me how ur day went? do it!!! ask me for advice? sure! ask a personal question? go right on ahead!

chamak challo-ing grind nahi rukega

Kiss, marry, kill: king of my heart, right where you left me, and babe.

ellie WHY must you do this to me

kiss babe

marry komh

kill rwylm

ughhhhhhh I DONT WANNA KILL ANY OF THEMMMM

honestly very tired of self care being turned into a chore

like oh you want to feel confident? well you’re going to need a seven step skincare routine and four products because you were born with curly hair and now it needs to be ✨defined✨. take a relaxing bath! all you need are two bath salts, a bath bomb, and candles to round it all out. take an everything shower, start running daily, make three specific pieces of art every day. write 2000 words a week.

i don’t want to have to PLAN my self care, i want to be able to do these things at a moment’s notice when i need it. but of course, when i think of doing it I’m immediately reminded i can’t, because there’s no point if i’m doing it halfway.

the “ideal” self care is shoved down our throats, but remember it’s not ideal for everyone. (it’s not even ideal for most people!) if washing your face with a nice smelling face wash is all it takes to make you confident, do it. if you’re happy with your hair, don’t be pressured to do more.

just because it’s not “ideal” doesn’t mean you shouldn’t take a step towards it. it doesn’t have to be a chore if you don’t want it to be. it can be effortless.

bro i’ve posted like forty things in two years 😭 at least im not chronically online ig?

AHHHHHH CONGRATS GIRLY HE SOUNDS AMAZINGGGG 🥹💗

I GOT A BOYFRIEND TODAYY!!!

HE’S SO SWEETT WE HAD A PICNIC IN THE PARK AND CLOUD GAZED!! (This was supposed to be posted yesterday but I guess I forgot to click post)

Iffff you’ve just finished a show and all the adrenaline and happiness has worn off to reveal the horrifying Post Show Depression underneith CLAP YOU HANDS

👏👏

I love the fact that I’m gay and a theatre kid. The reason is

1. Why not

2. It means I’m a lesbian thespian

My biggest flex is that I didn't cry during tech week

Albert Camus, from Caligula & Other Plays; "State of Siege: A Play in Three Parts,"

just a warning for yall!!

(also dw i am not in any way related to dubai…it was just the first place i thought of)

keep your guard up my loves 💗

#poems on tumblr and Other Things That Ruined My Life: An Autobiography by loveeletterlesbian

The day I started posting about #love was the best day of my life.

yk what would be cool? if a bunch of ppl did a joint studyblr blog so we could stay accountable with each other and also do the cutesy things that come along with a studyblr.

i want a studyblr SO BAD but i don’t have the commitment to post every day…so we could take turns posting. that way it also doesn’t get too boring w the same things every day.

if anyone wants to do this, hmu it would be fun

istg it’s like they want us to have a folder for every subject that’s color coded fr. i just have my big binder and my required science notebook…which i despise (it’s so BIG and for WHAT we haven’t even used half of it and we’re so close to the end of the course)

also, pet peeve—teachers who say “guys we are so behind” when it is CLEARLY their fault. like you’re a yapper who assigns the same notes for homework that we take again in class. stop saying “we’re behind” like we can fix your lesson plan.

okay i am genuinely curious since you read so many books and it feels like every week you are posting abt a new one…

how many books do you think you have in your tbr??

i actually only have seven at the moment, and sometimes they don't even stay on my tbr for long, but i usually add books along the way so its really just endless

even worse than stapled packets are worksheets in comic sans

and (although this is more annoying) NON-HOLE PUNCHED SHEETS THAT WE HAVE TO KEEP FOR A WHILE. like ma’am where am i supposed to keep this. you have a three hole punch at the front of the room that only you can use…USE IT.

okay i am genuinely curious since you read so many books and it feels like every week you are posting abt a new one…

how many books do you think you have in your tbr??

i actually only have seven at the moment, and sometimes they don't even stay on my tbr for long, but i usually add books along the way so its really just endless

WAIT THEY WOULD

and i am pretty sure they do omg that’d be so cute lol

i’ve also heard you can put nail polish on your staples before you put them in the stapler and the result is so prettyyyy

okay i am genuinely curious since you read so many books and it feels like every week you are posting abt a new one…

how many books do you think you have in your tbr??

i actually only have seven at the moment, and sometimes they don't even stay on my tbr for long, but i usually add books along the way so its really just endless

yes that’s so real!! why can’t my teachers hand-bind our homework fr 😡

okay i am genuinely curious since you read so many books and it feels like every week you are posting abt a new one…

how many books do you think you have in your tbr??

i actually only have seven at the moment, and sometimes they don't even stay on my tbr for long, but i usually add books along the way so its really just endless

seriously like no those aren’t notes on acid nomenclature, they’re detailed plans to overthrow my country’s corrupt monarchy actually

okay i am genuinely curious since you read so many books and it feels like every week you are posting abt a new one…

how many books do you think you have in your tbr??

i actually only have seven at the moment, and sometimes they don't even stay on my tbr for long, but i usually add books along the way so its really just endless

like wdym i’m doing my ap human homework actually i’m a british boarding school student from the 1800’s who has nothing but candles and an intimidating aura

okay i am genuinely curious since you read so many books and it feels like every week you are posting abt a new one…

how many books do you think you have in your tbr??

i actually only have seven at the moment, and sometimes they don't even stay on my tbr for long, but i usually add books along the way so its really just endless

ignore how i was in love with certain molecular shapes. it’s my way of remembering okay.

the dichotomy of my notebook

the dichotomy of my notebook

okay so my swiftie friend and i did taylor album rankings…here are mine

my brother was reading my poetry over my shoulder when i wasn’t looking and then he started reading it OUT LOUD and i screeched very loudly, slammed my notebook closed, and said “OH MY GOD YOURE NOT SUPPOSED TO BE ABLE TO READ MY HANDWRITING”

so guys he knows how to read cursive now. i need to come up with a cipher or smth i swear