vent incoming
i'm having a hard time explaining how i'm feeling, so i don't really know how this is gonna go. but i need to talk about it because i don't have therapy for a few more days.
i was really depressed for a really long time. like, i don't remember the last time i was as fine as i am right now. and like, i'm not happy. i'm very middle of the road. and somehow i almost feel worse than i did when i was super depressed? but different. i don't know. it's very confusing and i don't like it. like, emotionally i'm doing better, but it still feels very much like something is missing. and i'm trying to figure out what it is that is going to get me from fine to happy, but i don't know what it is.
and i keep wishing for things to be different, but like, would i even be happier if things were different? if i had everything i wanted and lived the way i wanted and looked the way i wanted, would it ever be enough? am i just stuck this way? basically, the mood is giving the song wondering by olivia rodrigo and julia lester.
★ I have an Instagram, too ★
I just think more regressors need to get silly with it. I think too many of us take our regression a little too seriously all the time, myself included. We talk about how regression doesn't have to be aesthetic all the time and this includes being a little weird when regressed.
Just get silly, what this means is up to you.
♡ Curse when little ♡ Don't use any gear ♡ Have an active sex life out of age regression ♡ Dont want a caregiver ♡ Dont always listen/watch PG rated things when little ♡ Are a system ♡ Are drop outs ♡ Still live with there parents ♡ Are straight ♡ Don't want to tell others about there reggresion ♡ Are open about there reggresion ♡ Are disabled ♡ Are married
kinda think thonkin about starting an agere business 🤔
i've always wanted to have my own business, and i think it would be so cool to have one based around age regression! i could do downloadable stuff people could print, but also physical stuff like little journals and sticky notes and stickers and maybe planners and t-shirts and eventually onesies and bibs and paci clips!
and it would all be based around making age regression less scary! like, it would help people who aren't age regressors understand what it is and at the same time, help littles have less shame surrounding their regression! i just think that would be so cool!
i get so sad when i'm sleepy. i just wish i had someone to hold me and make it all better .
happy happy valentine's day!! you all deserve lots of treats and goodies and cuddles hehe
you can call me lamb or lamby. i'm a 23 year old, audhd, chronically ill, agender, lesbian, newbie, age regressor. i'm very new to the community and regressing in general, so i don't entirely know what age i regress to. but i know that i like stuffed animals, playing with dolls, cartoons, coloring, crafts, and reading.
if you wanna get to know each other or be friends, feel free to dm me! i don't have a caregiver but i want one to hopefully help me with discovering being little! also, my instagram is @/lovely.little.lambb 😊
my favorite posts | my posts | coloring pages | resources | things i want to have someday
my dni list (which i have the right to edit at any time):
NSFW accounts
bigots/terfs
pedophiles
anyone who thinks age regression is inherently sexual
anyone who is going to sexualize my regression
anyone who posts things not safe for a kid to see