There Just Aren't Any Girls Cuter Than Me...

original plan: shijima

who i ended up auditioning for:

+ tsukasa !

oh and did i ever mention i tried voice acting

we’ll see how i did ... at the end of this month

yay

rant time again:

i have noticed this awful, discreet little plague within the jshk fandom where some, and i'm sorry (not) for saying it this way but it's true, dumbass fans will see anyone even merely suggest that mitsuba is feminine or genderqueer or would like wearing skirts or just isn't some perfectly masculine boy, and say "no that's not true he hates being seen as feminine," even spreading outright misinformation that he said this in the manga (no he fucking didn't) and it's just.... bitch *what*? that is not fucking true. just because he was bullied for looking feminine doesn't mean he hates looking feminine as a result. the ENTIRE POINT of the mitsuba arc is that those bullies were *wrong* and he should've just been himself instead of sanding down his personality to cater to the people who hate his true self. and mind you, this is the boy that actively wears his medium length bright fucking pink hair in a ponytail & brags about how cute he is 24/7. he actively presents himself as feminine, someone who hates the idea of being percieved as girly wouldn't fucking do that. he *enjoys* his femininity, you dumb fucks.

and while we're here, let me get to the *real* point. why do you automatically assume that a character who is percieved as feminine, and more broadly, a character who is percieved as QUEER, has to hate themselves? why do you assume this despite evidence to the contrary, despite *the story itself* telling you otherwise? why do you assume that? is it because you see someone breaking free from gender norms & heteronormativity as inherently negative and something they *must* hate deep down? is that the reason? tell me, what is your fucking reason? why do you see this beautiful little boy being openly queer and *happy about it, loving who he is* and assume he must hate himself, that him being queer is a flaw he must want to "fix"? why the *fuck* do you think that? it's horrible. do fucking better oh my god i hate you people so much

some fucking resources for all ur writing fuckin needs

* body language masterlist

* a translator that doesn’t eat ass like google translate does

* a reverse dictionary for when ur brain freezes

* 550 words to say instead of fuckin said

* 638 character traits for when ur brain freezes again

* some more body language help

(hope this helps some ppl)

do care + did ask + im hugging you + im hugging you + im hugging you + im hugging you + im hugging you

POSITIVITY BEAM ✨✨✨

Dear cinna, you're an incredibly talented writer and person with lovely imagination and personality. You always make people so happy and it's the best thing ever! It's so exciting to be around someone who gets an idea and actually takes initiative, genuinely such a good trait to have.

Never stop being around please, everyone loves your presence :D

Also remember to sleep

omfg tysm for the compliments!! i appreciate this sm skdhfkshdjkhdh it’s such a nice message and i cannot stop smiling my day has been brightened and my mood lifted

now i’ll try to follow along and send positivity beams to other people too <3 hopefully it’ll reach you somewhere along the way !!

🥺🙏 tysm for your ask !! it was an answer to my previously down mood <3

it’s day 121 of my jshk obsession. soon, in 3 days, my count of hyperfixation days will exceed the chapters of the manga.

yay ! we will obsess. so on, and so forth.

I CANNOT WATCH. I PHYSICALLY CAN’T. I AM WORKING. I CANNOT CRY RIGHT NOW.

(said as i pause the video and return to work with tears beginning to form)

(skhfklsahdkhskahkjfhjsl MEI 🥹 SHIJIMA 😭)

they did this scene so beautifully omg i was gonna start sobbing

here’s also my face reveal...

Ok I’ve been convinced! Here’s my face reveal…

hi cinna!! thanks for remembering me and ty for the nice comment! still working real hard over here, say hi whenever! <3

omfg i discovered asks!!! im so dumb but it’s so nice to see you again :3

i’m looking forward to that mitsuba animatic~ and best of luck to your hands + health (pls don’t overwork urself i still remember your gauntlet)

have fun !!