M-i-l-d

Anyone else mentally and physically exhausted? 😒

U ever try to get to sleep at night but then sum dark thought becomes too real and u have to immediately open ur eyes b4 u fall too deep? Cause same

My mental illness is turning me into someone I do not recognize. I used to try be a very kind and empathetic person but now my first reaction to any situation is not to be kind or empathetic. It is anger, being mean and a horrible person. There is so much anger and I don’t know where to put it, don’t know what to do with it, how to deal with it. I’m scared of the person I’m turning into because I do not like her way more than my older self who I already hated

My @ my brain

I don't want to sleep bc I don't want to start another day & I don't want to b awake bc I can't b bothered to derive pleasure from anything

Slept, awoke, slept, awoke, miserable life.

— Franz Kafka

sometimes i forget how straight people won’t jump at the chance to watch a show with gay rep in it. i literally said to my straight friend today “oh you should watch this show, it has lesbians in it” and she stared at me for a good few minutes in confusion before asking “uh?? okay??? but what’s the plot”

if it’s causing you pain, it is bad enough for you to be upset about – there’s no threshold for how bad things have to be for you to get help