M-i-l-d

Have you ever tried to have a good time or just tried to distract yourself but then suddenly you feel the sadness in your chest coming back and every second it gets heavier and even if you try to hold it back but you never win. So you‘re just there feeling how you slowly get empty again. This makes me want to appreciate those little moment of happiness no matter how long they last because sadness is always ready to take it away.

(-deepthoughtsvibes)

Posi Trans graff

How are your classes going?

Does anybody else just feel really lost? I’m really tired of living the same day over and over again. When does it end? When school starts? No because I won’t be going anywhere. When school ends in November? Not then either. I know I’m finally making progress but I’m really tired and I want to know when it ends

My mental illness is turning me into someone I do not recognize. I used to try be a very kind and empathetic person but now my first reaction to any situation is not to be kind or empathetic. It is anger, being mean and a horrible person. There is so much anger and I don’t know where to put it, don’t know what to do with it, how to deal with it. I’m scared of the person I’m turning into because I do not like her way more than my older self who I already hated

Drugs r nice

don’t understand how you can just sit back and not notice over and over again how you’re killing me