M-i-l-d

Anyone else mentally and physically exhausted? 😒

Me after my therapist asks how my week went:

me, trying to accept the fact that i’m mentally ill and as a result impaired in my function: but….. i’m… probably… just lazy. a bad person. i simply need to pull myself together and that’s it

!!!!!!

Do you feel fulfilled with your job and what you're doing in the world?

“Six coffees do nothing when you’re tired of life”

— (via im-sad-lets-have-sex)

I'm so tired of taking care of myself. Do the laundry. Eat veggies. Take the car to get the oil changed. Go to bed at a decent hour. Put a band-aid on when you get a cut. Wash the dishes. Change the sheets.

I'm so exhausted.

Recovery doesn’t mean you didn’t suffer. Recovery doesn’t make your past experiences less real. Recovery just means you’ve decided you don’t want to keep suffering.

I want to start restricting again just so I can feel like I'm working towards smth, accomplishing smth

But I won't