Anxiety Has Taken Away All My Happiness.

My brain is so fucking loud.

I need it all to stop.

Everything.

I can't keep living this life anymore.

I wanna kms already

The feeling of emptiness when you're with people.

The gut wrenching feeling when people are happy.

The feeling when people ask the heart pounding question "Are you okay?".

The feeling someone is looking at you even at your own home.

The feeling when someone ask what's wrong with you.

The feeling of waking up.

The feeling you'll never recover.

I have to keep pretending. Just keep pretending. Just pretend everything is fine.

I just want to let it all out.

will someone end my life PLEASE

having bpd and also being a people pleaser is so weird because i will hate someone when they’re not with me and swear i’ll ignore them, and then 15 minutes later i’ll pick up their call and spend the next five hours with them

please just make it stop

having access to things that can kill me is so comforting

Yk it’s getting really bad when you want to get worse than before.