This Is One Of Many Things I Will Be Cooking. Here Is My Rough Draft Of A Timeline

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Project LUMEN: This Feels Like Déjà Vu

Right, let's try this again

Please welcome our new recruits!!

Hi hello hello there folks!

The time has come, for real this time, thank you so much to everyone, whether you applied or just have jumped into the bandwagon with us! We have reviewed all applications, so many talented artists and writers, and we are sad we cannot include you all :,]

But after careful consideration, here are all the new members of project LUMEN! Without further ado, let's dive in-

Character Artists!

Pine ( @rand0m-pine ) - Skizz

Yuru ( @yuruink ) - Tango

Mer ( @lemonebar ) - Lizzie

Luke ( @anechoicfluke ) - Mumbo

Puff ( @dragonpuff17 ).- BigB

Pama ( @notpama ).- Bdubs

Saltie ( @saltinegam ) - Etho

Goner ( @shatteredid ).- Scott

Art ( @artpocalypse ) - Joel

Star ( @stvrxstruck ) - Gem

Owl ( @xx-0wl-xx ) - Pearl

Cheetah ( @cheetah-roll ) - Jimmy

Arsenic ( @tasty-arsenic ) - Cleo

Arto ( @artooftheghosts ) - Grian and Scar

Pinkish ( @pinkish29 ) - Ren and Martyn

Kori ( @kaos-lyrikourai ) - Impulse and any additional sprites

Writers!

Teri ( @nuggeteri )

Tay ( @quackethh )

Bradgle ( @bradgle )

Manca ( @seafoamwaffle )

Charlotte ( @featheredcatsquared )

Charly ( @charlybvnny )

Izel ( @izelthewashbear )

Writer ( @capriciouswriter207 )

Lee ( @maru-iru )

Sandy ( @pocketzsandy )

Background artists!

Pie ( @thedoomedpie )

North ( @farther-north )

Blue ( @bluejay-flies )

Pigeon ( @agraypigeon )

Andddddd that's everyone! :D Exactly 30 people, we are so very excited to join efforts with everyone who was selected! It was a very tough process, but we thank all of you for your continued support, LUMEN shall continue developing <3

And we will be contacting the Chosen Ones directly throughout today, so, stay vigilant >:3

-The LUMEN Team

PS: If you are unhappy with who you are drawing/what you are doing, you can always contact us :D

Mix desperation and pure insanity and you get:

Skskskskkss

The worst thing about drawing with a phone (yes my drawings are done on a phone and ibis paint) is the fact that you have to zoom in to stuff so your inner perfectionist can vividly see the 'mistakes' and you have to try your darnest to ignore them lmao

So I have just learned that @fandomtrumpshate (huge charity auction where offers to make fan works are auctioned off) is allowing people to sign up offering MCYT this year and so far they don't have anyone signing up offering it! So I'm staring at this entry form...

So! If you think you can sign up and say "i can write a 1k or 10k or 5k fic for any prompt" some time before the end of the year, you have a chance to raise some money for charity (list of charities you can pick from here), (fandoms you can sign up with are here— and you an also write in niche fandoms!).

They are particularly looking for people who an write "Ambiguous endings, Aro/ace characters, Canonically trans/nonbinary characters, F/F ships, Gen or platonic works, Genderswap/genderbending, Nonwhite characters’ racial or cultural experiences, Poly ships, Racebending, Rarepairs, Reader insert, Trans/nonbinary interpretations of characters, and Unhappy endings." so you know. If any of those are you. Looking at my friend list knowingly. Why don't we see if someone will give money to charity to make us write a fic? Signups close today, on the 2nd!

Watcher: Origins

I really need to work on that title lmao

A little sneak peek of what (is possibly) the origins AU prologue.

Still need to work on the cover page but yeah here

Official tag #w!origins au

Grian aha-gain!!!

TODAY IS THE DAY!!!

MCYT Longfic Database is now OPEN!!!!!

Google Docs

THE MCYT LONGFIC DATABASE

Feel free to explore it and find new fics! I

If you have any suggestions or find any inconsistencies/mistakes, please do leave a comment on THIS post or in my ask box! I'll update this database periodically so keep submitting fics!!!!

Impossible Minecraft Designs!

I've been working on these guys since late January, I'm so happy they're finally done <33

+ Closeups!

Fav part to draw for me was their eyes :D

This hurts more with grian saying "bigb treated me right" huhu

From Grian's Double Life pov, Scar's behavior in episode one feels like such a strong rejection I think.

(disclaimer that this is all speaking from grian's pov, not necessarily objective view on the situation.)

For starters we really do gloss over "Scar I think we're soulmates and you're too busy chasing fairies!" a lot. Grian very explicitly told Scar that he thinks they're soulmates (and in the same sentence is already expressing frustration with feeling like scar isn't paying attention or prioritizing grian's feelings like five minutes into them running into each other). Grian said it out loud. Scar heard him, which we know because Scar responded with "My real soulmate is flying away from me", which not only indicates Scar heard Grian, but also that he understood what Grian said on some level. And Scar walked away.

Grian has reason to feel rejected or devalued here. I mean, it seems like, from Grian's perspective, Scar thought whatever Grian was saying to him was so unimportant he instantly brushed Grian off and disregarded the conversation completely (despite grian being clearly distressed). Grian tried to express something extremely important, in a moment of obvious emotion, and he ended up feeling like Scar didn't care to listen, even when Grian said it plainly to Scar.

So then Scar and Grian go around the server, and Grian decides not to tell Scar yet (although to be fair grian already told him) and Scar..doesn't notice. They take damage multiple times while together but Scar never seems to notice when they do, or catch on to the fact that they're soulmates, even when practically everyone else they run into does in fact know, sometimes just from watching them take damage together. (oorp this was obviously for the bit, but from a character perspective i can't help but wonder if grian was 'testing' in a way, not trying to tell scar again because he's hoping scar will eventually care enough to notice himself)

And again, it's very easy for Grian to feel like Scar is rejecting or doesn't care about him. Grian feels like Scar isn't noticing him, like Scar doesn't even see him, because if Scar was paying attention, surely at some point he'd see something Grian sees as so obvious. I think this is an especially big blow to Grian specifically, because Grian often expresses love through fussing over people and making sure they're safe and healthy. So the fact that Scar apparently never once really looked at him specifically when either of them were in danger or taking damage was probably more hurtful for Grian than it would for many people.

Eventually Grian ends up going off on his own for a little bit, just to set up a little bit of a base and starting resources for them. Scar stops by, and Grian tries to tell him. "I have something to tell you!" Grian says. Scar waves him off and walks away. "I have something to tell you!" Grian calls again. Scar doesn't turn around.

Again, the running theme of Grian feeling like Scar isn't really noticing him. Another time where Grian tried to speak to Scar, to tell him they're soulmates no less, and Scar waves him off and walks away, like whatever Grian has to say isn't important, like it's something that can just be glossed over and disregarded.

And then Grian comes to Scar, marches over to Scar and his pandas, and tells Scar he has something important to tell him. Grian tells Scar to look at him, and drops dripstone on their heads. Scar isn't paying attention, laughing over the pandas. Grian presses- no, look, actually look this time!- and only after Grian demands Scar look at him can he drop another piece of dripstone on their heads and have Scar realize they're soulmates.

"Do we have to live together?" Scar asks almost immediately.

"It would be nice..."

Grian has to drag Scar to the base he's started.

And like. Obviously it isn't bad of Scar to not care about soulmates very much or to be distracted or unobservant. But all of this adds up to Grian, I think, feeling very deeply rejected, unheard, and devalued. Adds up to Grian getting this impression that Scar isn't interested in actively listening to him when he talks, or checking on him when they're in danger, or paying attention when something's important to Grian, or even just looking at him unless Grian begs him to. Which very naturally leads into Grian's arc of pulling back from Scar in following episodes.

SO THATS WHERE I GOT IT

Yes lol

Pearlo:D

Pearlo:)