Thinking A LOT About John's Body And Identity Relating To That.

My first fanart of ✨them✨

The spark of every fireplace

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1: screenshotted tumblr post by @bOnkcreat. text: babygirl is a beautiful name for a bloody traumatized man

2: screenshotted tweet by Skoi @e4rthgrl. text: what if we are both red flags what then

3: a black and white drawing of someone sitting cross-legged reading a book in nature. text surrounds them, reading "Did You Know? You can read a book of dark, forbidden knowledge practically anywhere!"

4: a still of Brian David Gilbert, staring directly into the camera as he points to flashcards on the wall behind him. he is wearing glasses and has a moustache. he's half-smiling. subtitle: And getting possessed, which is a classic mistake.

5: screenshotted tweet by Beans After Dark @goodbeanalt. text: ur fighting ur demons im crying in mine's arms

6: screenshotted tiktok, which cuts off all but the top of the creator's head. overlaid text: I accidentally bumped into a lady once and apologized. She responded with "oh don't apologize to me, I'm actually like a really awful person" and walked away. I think about that interaction randomly all the time

7: a text conversation between the sender (Blue) and the receiver, whose contact is labelled "Bae ❤️". BAE: Babe close your eyes ❤️ BLUE: okay ❤️ BAE: What do you see? ❤️ BAE: Babe? ❤️ BAE: Do you see anything?❤️ BAE: Babe? ❤️ BAE: Hello? ❤️

8: screenshotted tweet by ely kreimendahl @ElyKreimendahl. text: "this too shall pass" ok but could it pass a little more quickly

9: screenshotted tumblr post by @soapoey. text: *clearly covered in blood and guts but trying to act normal* Ok. Maybe i did awaken my inner beast. So what. Fuck you guys.

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Shitty Arthur Lester aesthetic: everyone always wants to be the narrative's favourite until it turns out that this is actually not a good thing for them. this goes double for when the narrative is lovecraftian in nature. guess what buddy there is yet more plot coming your way and it's in the form of tentacles, cults, and intestines

working out a kayne design - he's lowkey based off jim carrey bc i think he emotes similarly

[Start ID: Two sketches of Kayne from Malevolent. Kayne is a thin man with dark eyes and dark hair. He's wearing a black suit with a collared shirt and tie in the first then a bowtie and ribbed shirt in the second. His hair is neatly pulled back into a small low bun with a couple stray hairs sticking out at his forehead. He has pronounced cheek lines, smile lines as well as forehead and eye wrinkles. In the first sketch Kayne is tilting his head up and to the left, his mouth is open with a toothy smirk. In these second sketch Kayne is in a similar position but holding up an eyeball between his fingers. End ID.]

an embrace on the staircase - a meeting on the turret stairs

hi! is there any chance you have a drawing of your oscar in color? couldn't find it and i need it for.. reasons (reference) no worries if not tho!

surprisingly no! (well, not Yet) BUT here’s a quick thing I did for ya for color refs <3 they don’t have to be 1 for 1 accurate either go crazy

This scene tickles me

Also I am 100% not ready for the season finale

a malevolent fanart? on a blog with a malevolent reference in the username? it may seem unlikely.

(doctor who quote my beloved)

[id: a coloured image of arthur lester from malevolent, drawn waist up. he is a white man with short brown hair and a moustache, wearing a white shirt with some red splashes. his skin is covered in scars which resemble cartoonish yellow stars and his left pinky is wooden. he is gently kissing his left hand while standing half-turned back to the viewer. next to him a text in big white letters reads “do you think i care for you so little that betraying me would make a difference?”. the background is yellow. end id]

[ID copied from alt: A digital painting of Parker from the chin down. He is standing in front of a bathroom mirror with one hand on the sink and holding a razor in the other. Shaving supplies are piled along the back of the sink. In the background of the mirror is a doorway, and through that we can see Arthur sitting at his piano, staring distractedly at Parker with a blush on his cheeks.]

do you think parker and arthur ever—

This was inspired by a discussion in the Dreamlands server of Parker being Arthur’s gay awakening as they shared that tiny apartment.

details under the cut!

I started this last October and Procreate tells me i spent 45 hours on it 😭 i feel like my rendering skills were completely different at the start from what they became by the end