When I Persist I Always Get Thoughts Like "what If My Desires Stay In Imagination Ans Never Externalize?",

hi everyone! 💟

i had typed up a much longer post but ultimately deleted most of it because I think it just covered a lot of things that isn't quite necessary for what im trying to do. however i still will link resources so you can go out and learn more about what i'll be discussing.

a common question i always get asked is "when you manifest do you create your manifestation or do you shift to a reality where you have your manifestation" and I always day it's whatever you think because quite frankly, no one knows. everyone had theories but no one really knows for a fact. i really do enjoy hearing other people's theories though and that is how i came across the work of Tom Campbell.

His work is quite impressive. There is just so much I can go over about him but honestly it's not important unless you're curious. There are 2 things I want to talk about.

Tom Campbell explains that you create your reality from Zero Point Conciousness which is essentially just The Void in another name. He explains this in detail in his book, My Big Toe, but I must warn you, he is unfunny and takes forever to get to the point of whatever he's saying and I gave up reading it halfway. Before I did stop, I found his method of teaching his students how to access Zero Point Conciousness:

Something that I found totally fascinating is not even this, but his other book, Tom's Park. Let me explain Tom's Park to you. Basically, Tom created an amusement park that you basically have to shift to. You purchase his book and learn about his park and then get into a deep meditative state and shift to it. If it's so crazy that you're struggling to comprehend, basically Tom charges $80 for people to learn about a park he made up that they have to shift to. Now, he does provide resources and things but essentially it's up to you to shift to it and so many people have acctually bought this book and shifted to the park.

Now, Tom's work is acctually really good and if you're interested in learning more, here is a link to his book: https://drive.google.com/file/d/1P9acrv_KWqM57C6Njcs6CSPLAs0oyXF5/view?usp=drivesdk

and the link to his website:

My Big TOE

My Big TOE

Tom Campbell's My Big Theory of Everything is a scientific model explaining how consciousness creates the physical world as a virtual realit

However, we will not be actively practicing his methods but if you are interested, I highly encourage you to go ahead and start implementing it. I just wanted to share this because so many of you have confided in me that you doubt the void but it is quite real and I hope this shows that to you.

Hi Hera! this probably a stupid question i’m so sorry but idk how to stop hoping or expecting to see my desires right after or the day after i manifest them, i mean that COULD happen but i get frustrated when it don’t and realize im not in my state, also when i try to get into the state easily i get upset and frustrated with myself

This literally means that you have not fulfilled yourself. You haven't nailed yourself to your state. You just thought of your desire without identifying yourself with it and thinking that that would be enough for the 3D to shift.

You need to change within! If you don't change within, you will never see a respective change on the outside!

I want you to start using your imagination. Close your eyes, turn within and start imagination purely for enjoyment. Forget about changing the 3D, forget about the world entirely for a second. Now, imagine what it would be like if your desire was a present fact. And really dwell on it until you accept its reality I mean really bask yourself in it. But don't approach this forcibly! It takes minimum effort to do this. As you let go more and more of the outer world and allow yourself to imagine freely, you will see how easy it is to assume a feeling (state) and identify yourself with it, because you've completely let go of all reasons and conditions. You can now, in the present moment, simply accept yourself to be that which you desire to be, which is exactly how you occupy a state through I AM. Once you realize how easy (and fun) this is to do, you will find it significantly easier to persist in (and identify with) it. This is how you change self! The more you do this, the sooner your conception of self will change and the world will inevitably follow.

obsessed with the Helena and Irving parallel and what it says about the aspects of our identity we think are fundamental (but aren't)...

Like Outie Irving assumes his Innie is just as radically anti-Lumon as he is. He assumes his hatred of Lumon is something ingrained in his personality! That's why he stays up at night drinking coffee and making paintings, because he hopes that when his innie dreams about the testing floor, he'll say "okay bet" and start exploring. That's what Outie Irving would do, after all. But he miscalculated! His hatred of Lumon isn't inherent--- his desire for meaning and art and spirituality is inherent. That's what his hatred for Lumon is built on. But in a world where there's no meaning outside of Lumon propaganda, of COURSE his innie would become ridiculously devoted to the company.

And Helena!! She is the corporation, that's her whole identity. She presumably assumed that Helly would be just as pro-Lumon as she is. But she miscalculated too! Her devotion to the company isn't inherent, her headstrong and entitled nature is what's inherent! And in a world where she's denied any agency whatsoever, that manifests as rebellion.

It's the same dynamic flipped on its head. They both sent their innies in there with opposite intentions--- one to take down the company, one feed the company's expansion--- only to realize that rebellion and devotion aren't inherent characteristics. Their innies have become the exact opposite of their outie selves, while still being exactly the same!! Because even though your personality is inherent, the values you hold are determined circumstantially. OUGH IT'S SO GOOD.

"There was an exchange on Twitter a while back where someone said, ‘What is artificial intelligence?' And someone else said, 'A poor choice of words in 1954'," he says. "And, you know, they’re right. I think that if we had chosen a different phrase for it, back in the '50s, we might have avoided a lot of the confusion that we're having now." So if he had to invent a term, what would it be? His answer is instant: applied statistics. "It's genuinely amazing that...these sorts of things can be extracted from a statistical analysis of a large body of text," he says. But, in his view, that doesn't make the tools intelligent. Applied statistics is a far more precise descriptor, "but no one wants to use that term, because it's not as sexy".

'The machines we have now are not conscious', Lunch with the FT, Ted Chiang, by Madhumita Murgia, 3 June/4 June 2023

States: What They Are and How to Use Them

A state, also known as a state of consciousness, is an identity. When you are in the state of the wish fulfilled, you are identifying and being the person who already has your desire(s).

For example, say you're manifesting a specific person, more popularly referred to as an SP. You are currently identifying as someone who is single. As someone who wants your SP but doesn't have them. In order to manifest them, you need to identify as someone who is taken; someone who is in a relationship with your SP.

You are I Am: pure consciousness. You are currently embodying a state, and you can just as easily embody a new one. You are not your state, and you can move between states with perfect ease.

For ease, we often refer to the state that we desire to occupy--the state where we already have our desire--as the State of the Wish Fulfilled.

No matter what you are manifesting, your goal is to make the State of the Wish Fulfilled your dwelling state. You do this by going back to the State of the Wish Fulfilled more than you go back to the state where you do not have your desire. An encompassing term for this is the State of Lack.

How do you enter a state?

By intention. The second you want to enter a state, you do just that. However, if you're new to applying states, this might be a confusing concept to you. It can be hard to trust the fact that you actually shifted states, even though you did. If this is how you feel, you can say an affirmation that implies you entered the state. It can be as simple as "I am now in the State of the Wish Fulfilled."

Now you're in the State of the Wish Fulfilled. What happens if you go back to the State of Lack? How can you tell you fell out of the state?

A simple way to tell that you have fallen out of the State of the Wish Fulfilled is by your thoughts. Your thoughts come from your state, so if you are thinking thoughts that do not align with your desired state, then you have fallen out of it. These thoughts can be negative thoughts, doubts, worries, reactions to the 3D, et cetera. Reasonings is an encompassing term for this, which I discuss in <this> post.

All that is needed of you when you realize that you slipped from the State of the Wish Fulfilled, is to shift back to it. Say your affirmation again. "I am now in the State of the Wish Fulfilled." Problem solved; you are now back in the state.

It is important to monitor your thoughts, so that every time you enter the State of Lack, you can quickly re-enter the State of the Wish Fulfilled.

Make sure you shift back to the State of the Wish Fulfilled every time you notice that you have slipped out of it. By doing this, you will make the State of the Wish Fulfilled your dwelling state. Once the State of the Wish Fulfilled is your dwelling state, your desire will manifest into your 3D reality.

Persist until this happens. That is all you need to do.

consciousness is the only reality

she taught me how to manifest. I lobe her

i also forget to tell u that when i woke up this morning i literally felt like 3D already had reflected back! then when i opened my eyes it showed my old surroundings but it didn’t make me feel anything i was just so sure in my 4D so 😭

yall i just slept and woke up feeling different! i know i changed my state already because i’m feeling so indifferent to my physical surroundings. anyway i’ll update you later 😭🫶🏼

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While I was away, I made a discovery. I was watching Sammy Ingram, I was reading Neville's teachings, and I was doing sats and robotically affirming. Until I realised...It's all repetition. There is no manifestation where you don't repeat or persist. Even people who say "Just decide" PERSISTED and REPEATED their beliefs and rituals. Sure, they didn't affirm 20,000 times or robotically affirm until their head hurt. They just decided and repeatedly went back to that decision. Because that's how our mind works. That's how our brains learn. That's how we as beings gather information. We are told something, and then we are repeated that something until it becomes embedded into us. And that is why the law works. That is why the law is what it is.

I ENTERED THE VOID STATE!!!!

I can't believe I acctually did it! I will be splitting this post onto sections and titling them in red because this is going to be a long one.

My Void Journey + Failures

I've known about the void state for a long time now, since Moza Morph's meditation (June 1st) but I didn't really understand it and keep procastinatinf on it until recently when I joined LOA tumblr. I binged a lot of posts and started to understand what it really was and I found a method I really liked (play alpha waves to enter alpha state and the affirm until you enter). I reached out to some people who entered successfully and got a lot of advice and I even started feeling some symptoms. However, in this journey, I ruined my sleep schedule because I would be doing this at night and then, when I was attempting the void state and was super close, I got extremely exhausted to the point where I couldn't continue affirming. I realized that I needed to fix my sleep schedule first before trying again because I was just too tired. So I just decided to take a break and unfortunately fell back into my procrastination cycle 🙃 I decided to take a break to fix my sleep schedule but I would just stay up late on tumblr or watching anime and keep on pushing back entering the void state.

What Motivated Me To Get In

So multiple things happened at the same time to motivate me. My life situation took a very negative turn and I felt very trapped and then I read these 2 posts on tumblr that just kind of gave me a wake up call. The posts:

https://at.tumblr.com/adviceformefromme/this-is-not-a-fucking-game-this-is-your-actual/qyqya1gqmwt4

https://at.tumblr.com/itsravenbitch/put-your-foot-down-finally-manifest-your-dream/aakuazurohpc

I kept procrastinating on the void state, making excuses and goofing off, except this is my life that I'm playing with and I just needed to stop all the bs and just enter the void state. I highly suggest everyone procastinating reads these two posts.

How I Entered the Void State

So the way I entered the void state was acctually really surprising because I didn't really mean to lol. As I mentioned, my sleep schedule was so trash and I needed to fix that first. Under a sleep mediation video, someone recommended this video for mind awake body asleep binaural beats that they said helped them sleep and give them really good dreams:

I decided to listen to it and was laying starfish position and just affirming "I am the void" over and over. My intention was to fall asleep while doing the lullaby method for void state so that when I fixed my sleep schedule, I would enter the void state easily. However, in like 25 minutes, I realized I was in sleep paralysis. I had been feeling symptoms and twitches but i just kept firm and just kept affirming until I was fully in sleep paralysis. Even after sleep paralysis, I just kept affirming "i am the void" and then I started getting the symptoms for the void (being pulled up and then dropping) and then I ended up entering the void!

My Thoughts on My Method

I didn't really pay attention to what the beats were for, like I just saw the word asleep and ran with it but I realize now that it's a video to induce sleep paralysis. As someone who's wasted many nights trying to induce sleep paralysis before when sleep paralysis was the trend, I highly recommend this to anyone who's trying to do it. I've tried plenty of methods that all failed but this did the trick. I highly recommend this post if you want to learn about how sleep paralysis makes manifesting easy.

https://at.tumblr.com/prettymindset111/sleep-paralysis-instant-manifestations/jhngwpm9easz

Once you enter sleep paralysis, entering the void state is a piece of cake!

What I Manifested

I had a whole void list that I just affirmed to come true. I'm not going to share everything because im not trying to write an essay but I got my desired face (I always thought it was kinda creepy how people wanted to look like other people so I didn't really have any ideas on what I wanted to look like but my subconscious mind pulled through and I look so pretty and stared at myself for like a good 20 minutes lol), desired body and height, hairless body (no more shaving!!!!), clear skin, already been moved out of my abusive household (i basically revised my past because i woke up in an apartment that I've been living in for a while now even though i used to be stuck in my abusive household where my parents wouldnt even let me leave unless it was for school or work), never having to interact with my parents again, graduated college already (i hated school because i just dislike studying for tests and annoying group projects and my parents forced me to major in something i hated and even after 2 and a half years in it, i still hate the major so much but now ive already graduated last summer), and work full time in my desired job (so the reason i didn't manifest studying in college with a different major is because i worked an internship and fell in love with the job and the company BUT i would need a degree in the major to move up from an internship to a full time job but now, the story has changed that I graduated with my degree and have been a full time employee for a while now 😄).

I'm Going to Immediately Fix Your Self Concept for the Void

Self concept about the void was never an issue for me. For a very little bit, i used to have a pretty trash self concept on the void until I really thought about it and fixed it pretty easily and never really doubted the void again. So how did I do it? Well first, think about all these success stories on tumblr (@voidsuccess compiled a lot of them). Do you really think every single one of them is lying? Okay, maybe all 100+ stories are lying. Then go onto r/nevillegoddard. We all know how close minded they can be since they have a lot of limiting beliefs as to what is possible or not. Well even they have a bunch of void successes. Maybe all of those are lies too? Because they are still a LOA forum, right? Forget LOA. Go over to the shifting community and go read their void success stories on any forums. They have so many and a lot of barely know who Neville is. Granted they use the void to shift rather than manifest although if you think about it, they're just manifesting that they shift. You don't believe any of them either? Okay forget them. Go to meditation forums and read about deep meditative states and how they've entered the void (they usually don't call it the void though although you can tell it's the void from how they describe it and the symptoms prior). I've even seen a few people go into the void on some Buddhist forums when talking about meditating. So just think to yourself, is everyone on loa tumblr, r/nevillegoddard, shifting forums, meditation forums, and even Buddhist forums lying about getting into the void? Because statistically speaking, there's a very very low chance of that.

"OKAY OKAY I BELIEVE IT NOW. THE VOID IS REAL BUT I DONT THINK IT CAN MANIFEST ANYTHING I WANT"

Again if you really believe every single success story on loa forums and shifting forums are lies even though the chance of that happening is statistically really low, then just prove it to yourself. Like you know the void is real right? Just get into it and find out for yourself. Even if everything is fake, you'll atleast have been meditating which is super beneficial in general.

I hope this portion of my post really puts it into perspective how dumb it is to be doubting the void and helped you guys fix your self concept. And if it didn't, guess what? Self concept really isn't that important. Do you think those people on the meditation or the Buddhist forums had a good self concept? No lol, they just meditated and got in. So don't fret if you somehow still have doubts and just enter the void.

Another Method

So I just wanted to share my original plan to get into the void state. I discovered this meditation that instantly put me into the alpha state:

It is super relaxing and just ignore her once she tries to bring you out alpha state and just affirm for the void. I did this and I entered the alpha state but then I was just so exhausted (as I mentioned before) so I just followed her out of the alpha state and decided to enter the void state through this meditation after fixing my sleep schedule and yk how the rest of that story goes lol. But yeah, if you don't want to enter through sleep paralysis, I highly suggest this.

I'll also attach the alpha waves success stories if you guys want to understand the alpha state method more:

Final Thoughts

I really didn't want this to be this long 😭 but I really wanted to share almost everything in this post. I'm still processing everything (entering the void, the void itself, everything I've manifested esp since i just entered last night) but i wanted to write this post literally for this last part, which is thanking and shouting out the blogs who taught and helped me a lot!

@itsravenbitch @cleostoohot @prettymindset111 @lavender--fairy @voidsuccess

I will be leaving tumblr because obviously I don't need to be here anymore and I want to start living my dream life which is why I tried to answer everything I thought people might ask in this post. I really hope this helps everyone and everyone gets into the void too <3