If I Could Give You Up I Would Erase You

“I apply my personality in a paste.”

Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (2004) dir. Michel Gondry

—The significance of Clementine’s hair colour—

green (Green Revolution): spring, nature, blooming. She had green hair when she first met Joel meaning it’s a new fresh beginning and the start of something beautiful.

red (Red Menace): summer, love, desire. When she is in a relationship with Joel we see her with her red hair, she’s in love and in a passionate relationship.

orange (Agent Orange): fall, autumn leaves, faded red. Her intense relationship starts to fade and the desire is not all there anymore, the couple fights a lot.

blue (Blue Ruin): winter, sadness, freshness. She meets Joel again and they fall for each other all over again, their love story comes full circle.

Daniel Everett / Untitled / Photography / 2019

i am a different person than who i was last year. my hair is longer and i cry less and i am stronger. i am a different person than who i was six months ago. i am free and different and am embracing change. i am a different person than who i was a month ago. i sit in the sunlight without worry and i don’t let things stick and i look up and smile. i am a different person than who i was last week. i explore more and look at the sky and laugh more. i am a different person than who i was yesterday. i let go and breathe. i am whole.

Neon Genesis Evangelion (1997)

Neon Genesis Evangelion (1997)

Times like these I want to end it all

sometimes to get better we have to get angry

kara walker, "untitled," 2016, ink on paper / anger I’m good at / David Shrigley / regarding the röttgen pietà, elle emerson / David Shrigley, untitled, 2000 / paramore - interlude: i’m not angry anymore

Damien Florébert Cuypers / Kyutae Lee / Katherine Lam / Holly Warburton