We Are Breaking, Because I Am Tender. Mitski / On Earth We’re Briefly Gorgeous - Ocean Vuong / Umarmung

to my dear, with all my love ♡ x

i had this reoccuring dream of my younger self and my mom hidden in a room where every wall is hidden in red curtains they go to the top the ground is black with random orange and yellow dots like a design you would see on the seat of a bus. there is a door i always forget when i wake up. i don't know whats behind it and i doubt i will ever find out. recently i had this dream again. the thing is i don't know if i actually had this dream before it just felt so familiar like i have seen it before but i haven't it needs to be in another dream. in this dream i had recently i was in the living room panicking i could see trough the slit in the door that the people are coming to get me. randomly i see a hole in the ceiling like skylight i can see the room from the way down but the rectangular hole is too small for me to fit through. i can actually not even really see the room but i know that it is the one with the red curtains. i have this bitter feeling. maybe i've dreamed this as a kid before but now it is hidden behind a foggy wall luring me in to forget everything. there is something hiding behind those red curtains. i will come back to this if i ever see the red curtains again

offkuts all tied up in bows skirt ౨ৎ

mossy

Sunrise in Alice Springs NT, Australia (2023)

/ Self-Portrait: 1: Daido Moriyama, 2: Ernst Haas, 3: Ilse Bing, 4: Lee Friedlander, 5: Margaret Watkins, 6: Vivian Maier

Have you ever noticed how nice it is outside

the thing about being alone is that it’s so peaceful and freeing and cool apart from the evenings you descend into literal hell