Meltinglow - I Want More Out Of Life Than This

some pages from my current journal, maybe one of my fav so far (n.89/2022)

Neon Genesis Evangelion (1997)

Jean-Michel Basquiat photographed by Tseng Kwong Chi in his Great Jones Street studio, 1987.

Consecrated sword presented by Pope Innocent XI to John III Sobieski - 'Lion of Lechistan' (1675)

Can you tell me what you feel? Do you love me… or not? I’m scared to hear your answer. But I have to ask anyway. Come away with me.

2046 (2004) dir. Wong Kar Wai

Angel Ploetner, Who Am I? Dissociative Identity Disorder Survivor / Anupama Krishnan, Misplaced Mind / Alexandra Levasseur, Body of Land / William Goldman, The Princess Bride / Sarah J. Maas, The Assassin and the Underworld / Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

{2022} ölmondnacht https://youtu.be/XKdzefLROB8

on resentment over abandonment; i am still filled with anger and it fuels me; i will choose my anger over my grief everyday. it is easier to feel