I Thought I Finished Differentiation Completely But My Notes Are Just Incomplete Lol (im Gonna Cry)

hello, my fav people <3

i don’t know if my nerves will let me post tmr or even let me form comprehensible statements so here we are.

2 days till the exam i spent 2 years studying. gave up sleep, food, fun and what not. felt guilty every time i took a break. 2 years filled with constant meltdowns, mental breakdowns, crash outs and burn outs. to say that the journey has been exhausting would be a huge understatement. we’ve all been through so much and it finally comes to an end, at least for now. might take a drop year or might change my mind about becoming a doctor altogether, we’ll find out soon enough :)

i really really wish you all the best <3 we’ve prepared so hard for this, given it our all- we so got this :) (gaslighting myself) i love you all deeply and thank you for being a part of my short journey here :) i don’t know if ill post after this or not- it depends on how my exam goes tbh but ive interacted with amazing people out here <3 if any of you would be willing to share insta id’s, please do let me know <3

all the very best to all of you 💌 i’m always gonna be so proud of all of us :) i love you.

signing off,

h.

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the productivity of the new pen lasted for an hour before i got distracted with editing another video 😭

tumblr update ??? or am i just slow

I wish I was as consistent as you lol XD

oh my 😭 not at all, you’re doing so well too ml <3

(i kinda didn’t even do my tasks today cus hindi is boring)

everyone has different paces of doing their work, and comparison is the enemy of progress <3

have a nice day ml 💌

i’ve started to enjoy math lol wth is happening ☺️

(stockholm syndrome)

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i thought i finished differentiation completely but my notes are just incomplete lol (im gonna cry)

Yes yes I know this too shall pass but christ alive man it's passing like a gotdamn kidney stone

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28 february 2025

starting late but it’s okay cuz it’s integration day, i needed the mental prep 😭 hopefully i finish it off today and have the next two days for revision. day 3 without coffee, it’s getting more difficult, i might cave in 🥲 but anyway :

todo list for today :

integration

application of integrals

differential equations

this’ll take my whole day by itself so yay, if i get some time ill prolly do physics or chem questions - i really miss doing physics questions now 🥲 but yeah let’s see

goodluck loves <3 have a lovely day and stay hydrated 💗

6 pm update - done with 1/4th of integration :))) seems kinda slow but i did a lot of questions so im happy with it

10 pm update - i’ve got 1/2 the chapter left (why is this so godamn long oh god) but yeah 🥲 sounds like it’ll be a late night

clocked in 8 hours of integration until now, my brain is going to collapse into itself

12 am update - done with integration, i give up on the rest for today, goodnight loves 💌

integration is content heavy so i can manage revision and doing the rest of it tmr or day after too

clocked in 9 hours of integration 🥲

days left for boards : 2

12 jan 2025

study day :

12 days until jee.

studied quite a bit today since i’m in a rush to finish brushing up the portions.

what i studied :

redox reactions

laws of motion

kinetic theory of gases

thermodynamics

i need to still do questions for these topics and the once i did yesterday so i’m doing all the questions as a whole next week, i’m only noting down and revising formulas for now.

days left for neet : 112

i'm just getting into this side of tumblr but i love your blog so much! it has such a nice tone

i’m so glad you like it !! thank you so much 💗