I Fucked Up Ik That But Jesus Cant A Girl Js Do The Best She Can

how do i get back into reading again 😔🤚 my attention span is so cooked - pls drop tips ??? i miss being so into the book that i forget the real world

What's the name of that 400-page book you finished recently?

i meant a notebook which i used for questions 😭 im sorry for the confusion

HELLOOOO 💌

i’m a neet aspirant (2025) in her 12th grade, i kinda wasted my 11th and didn’t quite focus on neet prep so now im tryna catch up. 🎀

i made this blog to help me hold myself accountable and document my journey in the last few months of prep before my exam + rant about life 🧸

i chose medicals since i love science and i aspire to be a genetic scientist someday but let’s see how that goes. 🧬

interests / hobbies : reading - i love classicals and books related to science 🌸 art - i draw and paint (watercolours) 🌸 writing - i like to write poetry and snippets 🌸 im also a major coffee enthusiast and cannot function without it anymore 🌸 i play football too (state level) and i like running a lot (away from my problems) 🌸 i also love learning about space (im weak at math so i only stick to knowing fun facts) 🌸 and have a keen interest in marine biology 🌸 i do like learning new languages (i’ve learned german, french, korean and japanese but i’ve forgotten most of them because i stopped practicing them) 🌸 i also love watching medical shows and animes. 🌸

goals : to be extremely educated 🌼 learn a shit ton of languages 🌼 and mainly to get a medical seat in my first attempt 🌼 to read a million books 🌼

i try to post my to-do list everyday with constant updates and you’ll see a lot of ranting, cribbing, crying.

exams : jee mains (jan shift), cet, viteee, mahe-met and neet (for now) 🎀

anyways, i’m hoping to make friends with similar interests and passion <3 here’s to making new friends and a life of learning ahead 💌

180 mins 180 questions but physics im sorry WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK

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hi i just came here to say...

nta, what the fuck???

2 days left or 1 year 2 days left ? guess we’ll find out soon

you're rly pretty

i’ve never posted myself 😭 but thanks ?

24 january 2025

finally done with my jee mains; exam went pretty decently but i didn’t attempt math.

now i will sleep for the next 12 hours and figure the next 100 days out tomorrow.

100 days left for neet as of today.

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CRAMPS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

21 february 2025

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ok so today was amazing :) i woke up too early for my own good and got a fever (don’t know how that works) but yeah 🥲 i did two chapters (two hours) before i went back to take a nap 💀 but i woke up really refreshed and i felt better tho my temp hadn’t gone down. anyways, i made a new schedule but clearly it needs some changes if i can’t deal with waking up early, im too much of a night owl 🫠

i clocked in 11 hours of productivity on a sick day, so i’m pretty proud.

what i got done today :

atomic structure- concepts and theory

current electricity - formula and concepts

current electricity- questions + pyq

haloalkanes and haloarenes- questions + pyq

alcohols, phenols and ethers - lecture + some questions

newtons laws of motions - theory + some questions

electrochemistry - 100 slides of lecture notes

pretty good for a sick day and my phone screen time is the lowest it’s been since months :) pretty happy about quitting social media too but it’s gotten much lonelier, but it’s a fair trade to me. anyways i’m doing my last hour now, i might do a few more questions from NLM to end my night but nothing too content heavy. today’s been a really fun day :) i wanna get to bed early so i can get better faster too. anyways - that’s all for today

days left for neet - 72

days left for boards - 10

bye byeee <3

pls take care and stay hydrated (summer is draining the life out of meeee)

almost 4 am and i haven’t felt more awake- sleep schedule? woh kya hota hai bc