What’s It Called When You’re So Disconnected From Reality That Cold Water Doesn’t Feel Like Anything

28 february 2025

starting late but it’s okay cuz it’s integration day, i needed the mental prep 😭 hopefully i finish it off today and have the next two days for revision. day 3 without coffee, it’s getting more difficult, i might cave in 🥲 but anyway :

todo list for today :

integration

application of integrals

differential equations

this’ll take my whole day by itself so yay, if i get some time ill prolly do physics or chem questions - i really miss doing physics questions now 🥲 but yeah let’s see

goodluck loves <3 have a lovely day and stay hydrated 💗

6 pm update - done with 1/4th of integration :))) seems kinda slow but i did a lot of questions so im happy with it

10 pm update - i’ve got 1/2 the chapter left (why is this so godamn long oh god) but yeah 🥲 sounds like it’ll be a late night

clocked in 8 hours of integration until now, my brain is going to collapse into itself

12 am update - done with integration, i give up on the rest for today, goodnight loves 💌

integration is content heavy so i can manage revision and doing the rest of it tmr or day after too

clocked in 9 hours of integration 🥲

days left for boards : 2

never hated physics more than when i study system of particles and rotational motion.

wtaf are WPE numericals

am i just stupid

4 march 2025

i’ve got three days for my physics boards so the plan is to finish revising in two days and have my last day for the final revision. i do have a question bank for chapter wise revision so ill be doing that along with revising it all too. 14 chapters in two days and i plan to do 11th biology on the side

to do list :

electric charges and fields

electric potential and capacitance

current electricity

moving charges and magnetism

magnetism and matter

electromagnetic induction

alternating current

read biological classification

re-do breathing and exchange of gases

i plan to do at least two chapters of biology everyday until my exams end and hopefully finish most of what’s left for biology.

anyways have a nice day loves <33

currently logged 3 hours of studying (i started late), i think it’s gonna be a long night so im preparing for probably another all nighter (i really need to fix my schedule)

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since when am i not allowed to fuckitn rant on my OWN FUCKING BLOG ???? who are these people, please mind your own fucking business ??? i’m frustrated and tired but i never said i wouldn’t fucking do it ??? KINDLY GET YOUR FUCKITN HEAD OUT OF YOUR ASSES FFS AND GET PVER YOURSELF AND LET OTHER PEOPLE BREATHE

why are men so pissing off so early into the day.

14th january 2025

did 6 out of the 12 hour lectures since i mostly know the rest of the content. i’m gonna revise some physics and more organic chemistry now.

to do list :

gravitation

current electricity

electrostatics

electric potential and capacitance

organic chemistry

i’m on my second bottle of coffee, hopefully i get some sleep tonight.

All the best!!! I hope you do well tommorow!! 🍀🩷

ahh thank you ml 💗

back pain.

aur nhi hoga merese