The Domino Effect Of Fucking Up

24 february 2025

super sleep deprived so i can’t focus much but i gotta start doing math from tomorrow along with hindi for my boards so im doing light work today and heading to bed early so i have enough sleep to deal with math from tomorrow.

i slept pretty late last night, continued studying even after that post cuz why not 🪬 but yeah, i had to be up early for school too so today was reallyyyy tiring for me, i didn’t even sleep after coming back 😭

but i made my plan for all the days until boards and it’s pretty intense so i decided to keep today’s schedule pretty light, just finishing up what i left yesterday like the notes of aldehydes, ketones and carboxylic acids and amines and studying biomolecules.

my eyes are already hurting 🥲

anyways i’m gonna finish this off and head to sleep soon today hehehe

byeeeee <3

monday ko mahe-met hai and it’s the same centre as viteee, so far and 9 am slot leke khud ki chudwa rhi hu 💋

OH MY GOD ILL JUMP OFF A FUCKING BUILDING AT THIS RATE SHUT THE FUCK UP SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UPPPPPPPPPPPP NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN OH MY FUCKING GOD FUCKKKKK

7 march 2025

PHYSICS DONEEEEE YAYYYYY

paper went well hehe, it was a good idea to skip dual nature, there was barely one question 😭😭 but yay paper went well

i think i messed up a mcq but it’s okay (gonna bawl over it) now im gonna go home and sleep my day away

i got only one hour of sleep last night 😭 i felt over prepared for the exam but at least it’s over

i don’t think my brain can comprehend any more thoughts, therefore, goodnight

💌

update -got a good nap, (i can finally see colour), i don’t plan to study today cus i have four days for chem so ill probably just clean up my desk and plan out stuff and try to do some biology, if not i’ll just read a few books ive been wanting to and write a bit hehehhehe

4 february 2025

i haven’t posted since quite some time now.

i’ve been really burnt out lately but i ordered some coffee today from a cafe and it did make the day better.

what i’ve done in the past two days -

electrostatics - theory + pyq

electric potential - theory + pyq

coordination compounds - theory + pyq

studying physics practicals

molecular basis of inheritance - theory + pyq

d and f block - theory

breathing and exchange of gases - theory + pyq

body fluids and circulation - theory + pyq

human reproduction - theory + pyq

motion in 1-D - theory + pyq

atomic structure - theory + 1/2 pyq

i have my practical exams starting from 6th. i’ve got biology on 6th, physics on 7th and chemistry on 10th. i also have school tomorrow so ill be studying for my bio practicals tomorrow itself (very scared).

i’ve been focusing on 12th portions again so i can concentrate on my boards too. i’ll redo 11th after im done with boards.

guys my skin is peeling off like a snake shed 😭 and there’s rashes all over wtf is happening

She doesn't drink water, there's more caffeine in her system than blood, she skips meals, and then has the audacity to be confused at the atrocious headaches that keep her company throughout the day🧘‍♀️

She is me.

Here's your reminder to complete your water intake today🙆‍♀️

pls if i hear any more construction noise, im going to commit a crime.

you're rly pretty

i’ve never posted myself 😭 but thanks ?

WHY THE FUCK AM I EXPLAINING BASIC DECENCY TO A MAN WHILE HES TELLING ME IM OVERREACTING WISHJDJRJRIRNFKEK i’m sorry is the y chromosome lacking basic fucking human decency or empathy cus fucking fix yourselves what the fuck