Wonder What He's Thinking About..

9/9'22

наступает сентябрь, а июнь так и не приходил в этот дом. серым небом давит список задержанных, которые могли бы быть твоим и твоим голосом. свой мне (не) позволят выбрать только следующим годом. а пока я рисую красный удивительный знак, может тогда тоже получится опоздать и не видеть, что ожидает в будущем. холодный ветер, от которого мерзнут ноги, замедляет ход времени и уносит прочь все новости. и радуги вот-вот сорвутся с деревьев, спокойный голос говорит, что им не страшен ни один думский ветер, но что если всё же страшен-жуток. что тогда? электроны несут как вода голоса-голоса-голоса ты бюджетник, ты не пришел? твое имя уже записали? всё как в том самом году всё ужасно но кто-то похожий на человека будет в энном округе и обязательно в округе о. построят пандусы и поставят скамейки. а потом то ли девятого, то ли четвертого где-то что-то рухнет и разлетятся листы. то ли вечность спустя, то ли вообще никогда где-то что-то закончится

hi hello barevdzes this is me again aaaand yes no sign of astghik or mihr or vahagn ... i nearly throw my laptop out of the window while i was finishing floral details on the astghik dress so i decided to take a break and well ) here's a luocha ! really like his hairstyle And he's so pretty 😭😭😭 precious kitten

( and also i just passed my exams and i Really hope that i will enter the university this year ... if not then i'm gonna cry very loudly )

( and while i was drawing i was listening to luke black and Damn how good he is . )

congratulations to me i got the maximum score on the literature exam so my chances of going to university this year have dramatically improved

SO i'm home !!!! for like 4 days or so and

1) the exam was not really cool :( i imagine the commisson didn't really like my project LIKE yes everyone said that it's cool that i made a concept of a game about my culture and my style is pretty and every armenian thing on it's place in every location and armenianness of everything is kinda subtile in a good way but based on the way they spoke i guess it's not good gamewise :( like mechanics are not tied together that good and trailer doesn't show a lot of things that presentation do ... idk i'm kinda sad but also happy cause you know. at least they appreciated how much of my love for armenia i put into this game And . and my curators still love this game so ! it's okay i'm just learning

2) i played almost 10 hours ( for 2 days )))) at another visual novel ... it's called a date with death AND IT'S FANTASTIC and kinda wholesome :((( i love it and i love casper ((((((

3) i got sick for 3rd time in 2 month 😭😭😭😭😭😭 honestly i'm just tired to be always sick i hate my imunity

4) father still a dick but at least he's not angry at me i hope this isn't going to change

sleepover

also even my art-practice teacher said that i'm too sad and tired ( for the last two month ... and it's progressing ... that's literally what she said ... and she suggested that i take an academic leave ........... ) this woman only see me at saturdays . and she still noticed . i'm damned .

damn i kinda hate the fact that i'm having a crush when i Really need to study but at least i have a crush on a good person unlike last um. three times. out of five. )))))))))))

It was vital to me

i love jako so much it's not even funny now . how can someone love a celebrity so much . i'm crumbling over a pretty armenian woman . ( as per usual though )

um also i'm back home ... we're were in yerevan for four days ((( trip was so short and i wish we could stay longer ...