Dear Body:

Do you get sad suddenly and your chest starts hurting and it takes all of your energy to move even slightly ?

“Having a soulmate is not always about love. You can find your soulmate in a friendship too.”

— Unknown

if im not 20lbs down by christmas

i will simply pass away

I’m jealous of those who can function like a normal human being. They don’t have anxiety holding them back from everything, they don’t struggle to get out of bed or have to put on an act that everything is fine when its not. They don’t struggle to hold friendships and relationships… they don’t feel sad for no fucking reason everyday. Those that can hold jobs and work towards their dreams, the ones who have self esteem and see the beauty in themselves. Those that know what its like to feel safe and secure, not insecure and fearful of it all. 

I cant believe I used to be 130 wishing to be 115.... now I'm 155 BEGGING to be 130 again

“Trust me when I tell you: The most beautiful eyes have cried the most. The happiest smile was sad all along. & the coldest person felt the most.”

— The Poetic Boy

well explain me then, if starving is bad for me why it feels like i became a god

I wanna find someone who makes me feel like I'm listening to my favorite song when we're together. 🖤