"Evolve or repeat" + library's view.
Hardwork doesn't betray. It is getting tougher but I can manage.
Organizational behaviour test been a crazy obstacle and I could only say this to myself, "you can endure this". It is tough but it is definitely worth it.
Natasha Lunn, from Conversations on Love (2021)
[Text ID: For years, I was committed to longing.]
01 • 05 • 2023 Today was so cold and rainy.
there’s a museum next door and they have this coffee shop that sells chocolate and salt cookies, and brownie cookies which i’m obsessed with.
via peopleiveloved
Burnt out af but still going on
The following are excerpts from a letter of advice she sent to a 17-year-old aspiring author by the name of Leonard W., whom she had taken under her wing as creative mentor.
I like to live always at the beginnings of life, not at their end. We all lose some of our faith under the oppression of mad leaders, insane history, pathologic cruelties of daily life.
Older people fall into rigid patterns. Curiosity, risk, exploration are forgotten by them. You have not yet discovered that you have a lot to give, and that the more you give the more riches you will find in yourself. It amazed me that you felt that each time you write a story you gave away one of your dreams and you felt the poorer for it.
You must not fear, hold back, count or be a miser with your thoughts and feelings.
It is also true that creation comes from an overflow, so you have to learn to intake, to imbibe, to nourish yourself and not be afraid of fullness. The fullness is like a tidal wave which then carries you, sweeps you into experience and into writing.
Permit yourself to flow and overflow, allow for the rise in temperature, all the expansions and intensifications.
Something is always born of excess: great art was born of great terrors, great loneliness, great inhibitions, instabilities, and it always balances them.
If it seems to you that I move in a world of certitudes, you, par contre, must benefit from the great privilege of youth, which is that you move in a world of mysteries. But both must be ruled by faith.