The first exam of this week, Managing International Business. also, took a pic prior to entering the exam hall. The exam is quite challenging and had no high hopes really. I tried my best and it is alright if the result isn't what I expected to be. I just need to try harder and smarter.
Finals had ended! I've visited an art exhibition in the uni, love the vibes. Also, being random I applied for International workshop and got shortlisted for online video interview (hopefully it went well but I didn't have any high hopes for it).
Details, part III: “Arabesque” series, contemporary. Painter: Daniel Abel.
The unholy amount of coffee I drank these days led me questioned myself if I am present in this reality or not. Met my partner yesterday for a moment away from busy busy student's life and opted for a dinner date in Jollibee 🐝❤.
Take a break when needed, everyone. You deserve to get a moment of peace too.
Bateman 🤣🤌🏻 I love all the batman.
Let’s call the one from the dark knight trilogy the baleman
what can you say to someone who feels utterly alone and unloved?
your feelings are valid, but not a mirror of reality. you are neither alone nor unloved; the fact that you feel unloved reflects your ability to love, so why not pour your love into yourself and be your own companion? you are your highest priority
29.03.2023 Getting these two books because it has been in my wishlist for some time/months. Also, short date (breaking the fast) with my sweetest date ✨️ Reading too many research paper made my brain miss reading idly, in a relax pace, focusing more on enjoyment. This April till first week of May will be the busiest time ever with group presentations, group work papers, tests, and exam.
mar 11: working on lezama lima and neobarroco today! i really enjoy his style of writing and it's been nice to have a break from what i've been working on in class. gonna read a book a professor lent me and hopefully have a chill rest of the day :)
Third day of orientation, it was an alright session. I talked with few fellow PhD intake too from different programme. A little nervous about my journey (totally normal on being scared, seriously. It is just my mind deciding to panic and be anxious).
Crying
when georges bataille wrote, “no greater desire exists than a wounded person’s need for another wound” & when gillian flynn wrote, “a child weaned on poison considers harm a comfort” & when ocean vuong wrote, “sometimes being offered tenderness feels like the very proof that you’ve been ruined” & when lisa m. basile wrote, “did you inherit a sickness? did you blame god? do you believe in god? do you believe in yourself? are you still on fire? did you ever put out the fire?” & when stephen a. guirgis wrote, “why didn't you make me good enough so that you could’ve loved me?”
Sat, 11 Mar 2023
It's time to take a short recovery before another hectic week 💚