This Is Going To Be Difficult -> I Am Capable Of Doing Difficult Things -> I Have Done Everything Prior

Life's been quite tiring, lately.

31.03.2023 I confessed I did something reckless to my health (mentally and physically), need to remind myself and you (my fellow reader who work so hard for themselves) to not let yourself be too exhausted doing your academic. :( I spend from 8 pm till 4 am managing individual paper and groupwork paper, and it wasn't healthy to do so. I skipped my suhoor and the morning, I felt so drained mentally that I wanted to cry but your girl had online presentation in the afternoon 2 pm. It wasn't rewarding feeling. Won't do it again.

After the class, I just laid down in bed and read. The reading calms me down a bit and yay, to slowly reaching my book goal.

(MAKE SURE YOU TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF, READER, OR ELSE I WOULD MAKE YOUR ICED COFFEE MELTS FASTER OR YOUR HOT DRINKS BECOME COLD FAST. Maybe worse, it spills) 💕

Could I say this is so me?

Trying to finish a report during semester break. Feeling overwhelmed by the long list of deadlines and somewhat feeling stuck even if you've been productive? Thank you to bestie for accomopanying me even if we share different Masters course.

I am going to cafe and pretend to be a main character to do my ✨️assignment+online class✨️

caffeine + finals

morning coffee and study session with friends.

It is 1:30 AM, you are feeling anxious and not productive, so you bake a cake and try at least, finishing one assignment. I remind you that be gentle to yourself, you are trying hard till you lose sleep. You need that rest to replenish energy used. It is okay to slow down. You are doing great.

I am actually panicking inside because my supervisor require me to publish a paper. And my impostor syndrome side decided to tell me I am a professional full-time fraud.