Black And White Sketches

wait, wait, wait; bsd fandom. hear me out.

a skk ratatouille au where dazai is linguini and chuuya is colette.

(i’m not sure who’d remy would be in this situation? perhaps atsushi?)

If Akutagawa kept a diary, how do you think he'd write about Atsushi in it? (yes I'm the same anon asker hehe)

paste a picture of him in it and stab it with a pencil and then write out detailed plans on how to ask atsushi out and then write an essay on why he's not going to act on those and he doesn't actually have feelings for atsushi it's all a plan to murder him trust me bro

⚠️BSD 121.5

Can't Help Falling in Love

Imagine you are Atsushi. You think you know a man. You think you see him for who he is- bleeding claws and all. You think that you are sure in his character and in his entirety. You think that after so many battles and so much death, there is nothing else for you to know.

You are wrong.

You think the two of you could not be more different or distant if you tried. You think that despite any change you may have brought, he is still someone you could never understand. You've come to terms with the idea that you both are simply two sides of the same coin.

You are wrong.

And it takes an unfeeling blade for you to finally learn how much so.

You learn that you only vaguely knew him- a shadow blurred across your vision. You learn his claws are not simply bloodied from pain caused but from pain given- from climbing a mountain insurmountable even to one as strong as him. You learn that you knew his surface but not his core- something no battle had ever taught you. There is so much you have yet to know.

So, you follow.

You learn the two of you are not so very different, the distance no more than a few steps. You learn that any change you brought in him was because, unknowingly, you were speaking a language that you didn't know he spoke right back. You learn that the hate that he held for you was born of a desire just as your own.

So, you follow.

And you learn that there was never a coin at all, just a mirror- a thing made of broken edges, bruised bones, and hateful words. And you learn there were never two sides, simply two caged and cornered animals staring back at the other- hearts bleeding and hands grasping.

Grasping for acknowledgment, for acceptance, for a reason, for permission, for someone to tell them they were finally enough.

You stare at the man in the mirror, a dark anger of a person- all sharp points and serrated defenses- and can see yourself in his eyes. Eyes that don't look at you the same way they used to.

You wonder: when he looks in this mirror, does he see the same?

You will simply have to ask him once you return.

Imagine you are Atsushi. You have seen the heart of a man. A man with whom you cannot accurately describe your relationship- no word seems precise enough nor powerful enough. You still don't fully understand him. He still confuses you, annoys you, and causes an itch you cannot seem to scratch.

But none of that matters because you have already decided he is worth sacrificing for. Becuase he is Ryuunosuke Akutagawa.

You have already made it to the door that- if done right -will guide you back to him, aided by the ghosts of his past and yours.

And so, you place your hands upon the entrance and push.

bsd villains are like “we gotta stop JRR Tolkien and Dr. Seuss before they blow up the entire city with remote activated petrol bombs they’ve rigged onto children in the sewers and we need to decipher the code from the Rosetta Stone hidden in the mafia control room.”

Happy 2nd anniversary of the biggest, wildest, happiest, joyful, fun, wonderful, magical, amazing, and Tour of The Century, The Eras Tour!!!! #TSTheErasTour #2YearsOfTheErasTour

SSKK ART HELLO PEOPLE

dont look at me with those big beautiful eyes im trying to be Weird and evil to you

Welp I saw this so I'm technically tagged

I'm horrible with deadlines and one of the most procrastinating authors you'll ever meet, probably 😔

Anyways, WIPs;

[bsd] the shelf life of those fantasies has expired [working title]

[bsd] I picked the petals, he loves me not

[bsd] rewrite the stars

[bsd] freak show [working title]

[bsd] love (loss) of my life [working title]

[bsd] burning brighter than the sun

[bsd] boy and the tramp [working title]

[bsd] fifteen

[bsd] beasts [working title]

[bsd] the lake [working title]

[bsd] as we dance in the pale moonlight

[bsd] stole my heart [working title]

[bsd] forget-me-not [working title]

Yep they're all bsd, no I'm not okay. And I suck at titles so most of them are working titles 🙏 (I swear I'll come up with something once I actually finish writing)

Anyone who sees this and writes is also tagged lol

WIP Game!

Rules: In a new post, list the names of all the files in your WIP folder, regardless of how non-descriptive or ridiculous. Let people send you an ask with the title that most intrigues them and then post a little snippet of it or tell them something about it! And then tag as many people as you have WIPs.

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hiiii @marichild ty for the tag. don't look at how many open lc wips i have right now, sorry these are pretty much all lyric titles.

[alnst] fire-eater

[alnst] [suahyuna]

[bsd] [soutsuji genderfic]

[lc] destroy you like i am

[lc] make a fucking fool of me

[lc] negotiating with the truth

[lc] pour salt in the wound

[lc] trouble for me

[lc] should probably, probably not

cairo, come back home

underhill

oasis

[backstory] take me home / i don't wanna be alone tonight

not tagging anyone but— if we're mutuals consider yourself tagged? actually also if we're not mutuals. i have approx 30 followers assume u are all tagged.