Moving my Inktober BSD content over here real quick...
bro got so relaxed during a nap he un-tigered
I absolutely love the sskk (fic) dynamic where Akutagawa loves Atsushi yet he doesn't tell him due to fear
He holds in his feelings because of fear of rejection, fear of Atsushi hating him for loving him and losing Atsushi. Fear of losing the only person bathed in light in his life. Fear of losing his equal because of three words
I just think it's a beautifully tragic take on their romantic relationship, where Akutagawa loves Atsushi but he can't say it because what if Atsushi doesn't requite his feelings? Considering fanfiction though, Atsushi 100% loves him back, but yk
Akutagawa has experienced more loss in his life than anyone should, and the inner monologue of him being so scared to lose Atsushi or disgust Atsushi with his real feelings would make a great oneshot/fic
Seeing Akutagawa deal with alienating feelings like love for Atsushi is always so interesting to me
Ok I am certain I am not the first, nor will be the last to think of it that way but.. Is nobody gonna talk about how Atsushi just gave him the most intense bedroom eyes in that panel.
Excuse me but,, ,the soft gaze with heavy eyelids, the coyly arched eyebrow, the tenderest of smiles. Idk about you but I sure don't look at my friends/rivals that way. There is not a single not-romantic thing about this look (and this line, but you already knew that).
He overcame his fear of death for Aku's sake with zero certainty of what's to come. In this short fragment of time there was no pain, no worry in his eyes, just pure adoration and peace of mind that he’d finally done the right thing.
@mi1ikan
*Mrrrr*
I have "fanfic writer" in my desc but I don't even post about my works oml 😭
Anyways here's an old sskk two part oneshot I wrote;
https://archiveofourown.org/works/60111337
It was where Atsushi and Akutagawa were sent on a "mission" by Dazai to a nightclub and then romanticisms happen (because of course they do). it's a smut/fluff
do me a solid and just reblog this saying what time it is where you are and what you’re thinking about in the tags.
Leader Of the Sheeps, Chuuya Nakahara 15 :3
sskk reunion hug but now atsushi knows that by embracing akutagawa he's also embracing HIM
Why they so pretty.
she/her, minor, BSD fan, sskk shipper, enthusiast, and stan, traditional/digital artist, fanfic writer, swiftie
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